what a rough weekend . . . strep throat turned into tonsilitis, i could barely swallow and couldn't sleep. fortunately, Naiad was all over it and had me to the hospital in no time. they put me on stronger antibiotics and some painkillers. so i've been sleeping most of the weekend away.
in the strange moments of lucidity between sleep, the world has seemed chaotic,...
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in the strange moments of lucidity between sleep, the world has seemed chaotic,...
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life has been very interesting as of late, as if soft explosions have been ripping through my bearings and beliefs and letting me rise up into the stratosphere of being.
the party i threw last weekend was a success. everything went off without a hitch and i thought i played an excellent set that was very well-received. at the end of the night, when we...
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the party i threw last weekend was a success. everything went off without a hitch and i thought i played an excellent set that was very well-received. at the end of the night, when we...
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voltaire:
yuck strep is terrible.... I hope you feel better soon.... I heard rivvers in ohio are so poluted, that they sometimes catch fire... that's narly....
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[Edited on Feb 20, 2004 2:18PM]
naiad_:
Damn baby!! Your ass is tore up from the floor up!! 
Naiad and I just go back from eating at our favorite restaurant, Hulu House, out in the Sunset. we had the vegetarian Sweet & Sour Chicken and the BBQ Pork . . . yum . . . it is so choice . . .
it's been cold and overcast and perfect for fiddling around on the computer adding new components. we finally got a new...
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it's been cold and overcast and perfect for fiddling around on the computer adding new components. we finally got a new...
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dave_h:
yeah it was deffinately him.
naiad_:
OMG!!! Voltaire commmented in your journal!!! If she comes here and we meet her.............if she wants..............can i make out with her???? 
"when beauty of movement is taken as the presentment of the divine ideal, then the dance becomes sacred."
-Hazrat Inayat Khan
"When you work you are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns into music."
-Kahlil Gibran
"I long for instruments obedient to my thought and whim, with their contributions of a whole new world of unsuspected sounds, which will lend...
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-Hazrat Inayat Khan
"When you work you are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns into music."
-Kahlil Gibran
"I long for instruments obedient to my thought and whim, with their contributions of a whole new world of unsuspected sounds, which will lend...
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flux:
nope.
sjtwelve:
i typed a reply but when i hit "submit comment" i got an error. i'm afraid i don't have time to retype it. but it was funny and tragic. well maybe not as much funny as it was tragic. anyway - you have a good day on this lovely thursday.
i've been full of energy this past week. this year is already shaping up to be most extraordinary. i was talking to a good friend up in Seattle and he said that the new Chinese year is the year of the monkey, and thus a good year for creativity. i'm definitely down with that.
i started doing some Kundalini yoga as a supplement to Kung...
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i started doing some Kundalini yoga as a supplement to Kung...
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sjtwelve:
dragon speaking - year of monkey is very good
kundalini - express. enhance the chi. unleash the chi.
short attention span - can you listen to the same piece of music relentlessly? or does the music have to change?
why is music the most beautiful? glen moore. dragonetti's dream. oxeye. that's why.
kundalini - express. enhance the chi. unleash the chi.
short attention span - can you listen to the same piece of music relentlessly? or does the music have to change?
why is music the most beautiful? glen moore. dragonetti's dream. oxeye. that's why.
rituals of the agnostic machine
when there's nothing you can do
but work the lines
dotting the sweat-drenched city
where the steam collects in droplets
along the alleys of your mind
and the drugs you take daily
just to keep you alive
hear the siren crying
this mortal sign
another marker of justice
telling you it's all behind
just another bolt in the foundation
supporting...
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when there's nothing you can do
but work the lines
dotting the sweat-drenched city
where the steam collects in droplets
along the alleys of your mind
and the drugs you take daily
just to keep you alive
hear the siren crying
this mortal sign
another marker of justice
telling you it's all behind
just another bolt in the foundation
supporting...
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holly:
your naiad....come on...a girl like that you gotta share!!! ok maybe not share...how about i borrow her for a couple hours??? please!!!!
neko:
yeah, that song is way old school. it super rocks.
there's nothing worse than spending 4 1/2 hours in the waiting room of a hospital. the rows of feeble and flu-stricken souls lining the glass walls of UCSF waiting hours for a brief respite in the doctor's office that never seems to come. it's like Kafka's The Trial with less accusations and more phlegm.
it all started for me on Sunday when i ate lunch...
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it all started for me on Sunday when i ate lunch...
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sjtwelve:
thermodynamics........ very interesting.
sicily:
i was just about to punch him, when i realized that he was wacking it to a picture of YOU! .......butt-ass naked. ummmm, i'm not going to ask where he got it, but i'm just wondering if naiad is okay with this. he said that he's definately sleeping in your bed after yahtzee...does that mean naiad has to touch his penis too??
honestly, this has been one of the strangest weeks of my life . . . from my B-Day to X-mas on through the weekend. it's as if each day has something new to reveal about myself.
in the midst of this I've begun a new mix CD and writing a short story. making a mix CD is probably one of the most enjoyable things I...
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in the midst of this I've begun a new mix CD and writing a short story. making a mix CD is probably one of the most enjoyable things I...
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nescafe:
the essential rumi is essentially essential... that is to say its great stuff.
naiad_:
My brain hurts.....among other things.
what's the worst Christmas present you've ever gotten?
here's one of mine.
wtf! if only i had some tan dockers to go with the sweater. maybe some penny loafers. yeah . . . then all the ladies would want to get up close to the man with most . . . *lingers off into daydream*
yeah, my in-laws got it for me. my advice is...
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here's one of mine.
wtf! if only i had some tan dockers to go with the sweater. maybe some penny loafers. yeah . . . then all the ladies would want to get up close to the man with most . . . *lingers off into daydream*
yeah, my in-laws got it for me. my advice is...
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sicily:
DAMN! your style is so fucking HAWT!
...i helped naiad pick that sweater out for you, glad you like it!
...i helped naiad pick that sweater out for you, glad you like it!
dave_h:
I'm joining for a lot of reasons. Most of it can be boiled down to me being bored and restless and feeling like I'm not doing anything with my life. You said that you didn't like how your ass belongs to the corps---well that doesn't bother me too much. For the last few years I've basically been on vacation. Since highschool I've generally only worked about 20 hours a week so I've had more free time to do what I want than many people get in a lifetime. It's been fun and all but I don't want to just go on like this forever just slacking off and being lazy. I figure that sure I might hate the corps but maybe when I'm done I'll finally be ready to finish school and do something with my life. Maybe it won't have that effect on me but even if it doesn't I'm sure I'll do all right in the military. I don't mind being bossed around as long as the boss knows what he's doing. I'm also the type of person who likes a lot of routine in my life. I tend to excell under pressure. Anyways, maybe it's all a big mistake but I really do think it'll be good for me.
what a long, strange, beautiful weekend. it's when i think the world has offered me all it can that it opens up and reveals another strand of infinity for me to explore.
getting older isn't bad at all, i think the older you get, the more you're able to appreciate what's happening around you.
it was good to meet some other SG members at the...
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getting older isn't bad at all, i think the older you get, the more you're able to appreciate what's happening around you.
it was good to meet some other SG members at the...
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naiad_:
Now you have to make sure that my b-day is just as fun!!!
naiad_:
Vodka=bad.
i got my new computer today! i finally get to put together my studio. it's very satisfying that after all these years of dreaming of putting together a proper home sound studio it's actually coming to fruition. the rest is all hard play and inspiration.
i think the best things in life are those things that can never have an endpoint. like kung fu, the...
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i think the best things in life are those things that can never have an endpoint. like kung fu, the...
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sjtwelve:
swadhyaya
the faintest scent
like steamed rice
or green tea
the faintest scent
like steamed rice
or green tea
naiad_:
Happy birthday sucka!!! Well we have checked off a few things on the list......a few more to go...
"Billy, do you like films about gladiators?"
i would like to have a word added to Webster's Dictionary. the word is "heteroflexible", and its synonym, the more urbane vernacular, "metrosexual." this is translated as " (n.) a male whose coutured dress, stylish appearance, and overall panache, often gets him confused as a homosexual, when in fact he is not gay."
yes, there are men out...
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i would like to have a word added to Webster's Dictionary. the word is "heteroflexible", and its synonym, the more urbane vernacular, "metrosexual." this is translated as " (n.) a male whose coutured dress, stylish appearance, and overall panache, often gets him confused as a homosexual, when in fact he is not gay."
yes, there are men out...
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naiad_:
I like gladiators 
fancybear:
I had the misfortune of getting stuck at a jock spoatie in the suburbs of San Fancisco years ago. These jocks were super protective of their girls and I didn't want to got in some pissy fight because they were threatened.
So I flirted with them. Lots of eye contact and complements. I remember getting the most evil looks from the girls... I wouldn't have slept with any of them, but I had a great time.
And hell, here is to a man who is trying to make being a man attractive!
So I flirted with them. Lots of eye contact and complements. I remember getting the most evil looks from the girls... I wouldn't have slept with any of them, but I had a great time.
And hell, here is to a man who is trying to make being a man attractive!
Yeah, the atmosphere in general has been kinda weird for the past few weeks. Everyone seems to be mentioning change alot in their jounrnals. Maybe something is coming. I sure hope so. And I hope it includes me hooking up.