sexysiren

ahhhhh!!!!! i am totally driving my self crazy over this stupid guy that I dont even really like or know ---WHY!!!!! its been going on for over a year now and I just cant stop - its like it has become my addiction....dont get me wrong it isn't like i stalking some random guy -- just something that started too fast and ended too soon - it just drives me nuts cause if it hadn't been so intense in the beginning or if he didn't keep reeling me back in it would be over- i just cant seem to give up on this crazy idea of him and I together - but to be honest I have a strange suspicion that if we did try it all again I wouldn't even want him....its just the idea of wanting him
how do you make something that isn't even true to start with go away

time to go get exercise and get cleaned up so i can go out ot the bar tonight and drink it all away.....