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I don't know what this means. But I won't be eating anymore pizza and red hot before bed.

This is the dream I had last night. No clue why I remember so much of it. But It scares me:

Me and some people are kidnapped. Everyone else is killed except me. This woman is screaming at me. She says she's just going to punch out...
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filmme:
Velll... vatchu are experienced is very seeempul.

Zere are sum peeple who vuld like to hav vatchu have... foe ixemple... your teeth.

Zey keeednap your peoples, zey kill zem to scarhyu.

Eeet means hyu must rise abuv ze pain and keep yer teeth.

I have no ideea what I am saaayinck.

Hot.
tathepilot:
woo
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Eh, it's one of those cheesy quiz things. They're fun. biggrin

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. Why grumpy people dislike people who are happy.
2. Why there are so many morons with a drivers license.
3. Where farts come from. heehee.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. BOOGERS
2. Watching a needle get shoved into flesh
3. My ability to overthink

THREE THINGS I'D LIKE...
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egon:
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. why anyone would have a problem with gay marriage
2. Why anyone would find money more important than the health of the planet
3. blind faith

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. christians
2. corporations
3. tampons (it's gotten to phobia levels)

THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1. city planning
2. bluegrass mandolin
3. how to use pastels

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. white t-shirt
2. blue dri--fit longsleeve workout shirt
3. scooby doo boxer shorts

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. iMac
2. CRASS CD
3. stack of legal cases

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. meditate for a solid month
2. get a gold tooth
3. stop wanting things

THREE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. I'm very tollerent of other cultures
2. good bathroom habits
3. I actually pay attention when people are talking

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. I yell at everthing
2. I obcess over my weight
3. I play favorites with my cats

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. polish
2. irish
3. iriquois nation

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. Eyes
2. nose
3. tattoos

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. my belly
2. my unproportionately big legs
3. I'm too hairy

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. I haven't drank or done drugs in 4 years today
2. there is a reason for that
3. I love fruitcake

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. speed up!
2. what are you doing!
3. did you know......

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1. thailand
2. Russia
3. Belize

THREE NICKNAMES THAT YOU GO BY
1. wo-jack
2. Homp
3. D

dont ya feel like you know me much better now

[Edited on Dec 03, 2003 7:41PM]
oraaaaange:
Since my journal is currently WAY too cool to put this in as an entry..

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. Why can't everyone just be friends?
2. How mXc is just SO DAYUM COOL
3. Why queefs are so damn funny!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. Needles/other sharp objects
2. Anything to do with something poking eyeballs
3. NEEDLES POKING EYEBALLS! Ewwwwwww

THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1. play guitar
2. to dance
3. my one talent.. whatever it turns out to be

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. monkey t-shirt
2. tarheels sweatshirt
3. blue pj pants

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. pictures
2. photography magazine
3. knife

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. get my tattoos
2. get my piercings
3. be happy doing something i like and getting paaaaaid!

THREE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. i'm totally honest
2. i don't hate you unless you're the devil
3. i listen.

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. obsessive compulsive
2. need for closure/knowing where i stand
3. bad self-image

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. French
2. Canadian
3. uhh.. English?

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. lips
2. hips
3. the line of my arms and neck when i'm faking that hans/frans pose wink

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. my face
2. bad cuticles
3. wiggly thighs/tummy

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. i lightly rear-ended someone two days ago but it was ok so i didn't tell anyone eeek
2. i have a dry sense of humor but people react more to blatant, so i work off of that.
3. my hands and feet are constantly freezing no matter how warm the rest of my body is.

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. sucka!
2. what's going on?!
3. wait, what?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1. California
2. Australia
3. Canada

THREE NICKNAMES THAT YOU GO BY
1. LeeLee
2. LeeLeeBug
3. Bugaloo
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i wish i could explain myself
but words escape me
it's too late
to save me

argh.

new ex boy sent me an email last night saying he can't just be friends, that he could never speak to me again. okay whatever. a few minutes later he called me, barely intelligible he was crying so hard.

he'll die without me, he can't function at work,...
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wraith7000:
Here comes the sun.....you should monster truck tires on the mini and set of claws like on "the animal", do you remeber that toy truck? it had claws that came out of the wheels to help it climb hills and stuff, and the jingle was "The Animal, The Animal, nothing can stop The Animal!!"...or somethin like that...

be toadie shocked
havok735:
The kid is an ass... He has no real personality and only lives to try to make others feel as shitty as he does. I met him and I can tell...

As far as the Mini problem try starting in second gear. If that doesn't work try third as long as it doesn't stall. I find myself rarey using first gear in the winter in Rochchacha. Just be happy your car isn't like mine. In the air in a garage with you under it trying to replace something different every week... biggrin

And finally a song for you:

Your Not Alone - Homegrown

Just say goodbye
and close the door
turn off the light
and pick up the pieces
if you need them
this world is cold
but just know you're not alone

I know what you're thinking
I know how you're feeling
believe me
you're not alone
I know what you're thinking
I know how you're feeling
believe me
you're not alone

I've been there before
just where you are
and not quite so sure
that I've done the right thing
believe me
and this world is cold
so i'll make sure you're not alone

I know what you're thinking
I know how you're feeling
believe me
you're not alone
I know what you're thinking
I know how you're feeling
believe me
you're not alone

Why don't you stay with me tonight
cause I know everything is not alright
Why don't you stay with me tonight
cause I know everything is not alright
and that's not alright

I know what you're thinking
I know how you're feeling
believe me
you're not alone
I know what you're thinking
I know how you're feeling
believe me
you're not alone

No you're not alone...
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And now for the weekend update:

Friday night I went out and met up with everyone I haven't seen in a few months. When it was decided I'd host afterhours, I left to go pick up supplies.

The guy at the 7-11 watched me carry a bunch of crap to the register, and says 'wow you're really strong.' He then proceeds to ask how many...
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wraith7000:
Start your marathon and then road trip to Tennessee shocked
lagmy:
I've decided to head to Buffalo for that Raveonettes show Sunday. . . mini-roadtrip for rawk!
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I'm sorry I'm behind in reading and posting in friends journals. Tomorrow will be the day for catch up =)

Weird news today. Saw an ex-boyfriend of mine was selling his house. Turns out he's getting married. This from the kid who told me that he just wasn't capable of having emotions. Looks like they grew in 2 years. Freaks me out that yet again,...
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oraaaaange:
I just watched 'The Italian Job' and now I want a Mini!! I love the scenes where they're racing!!! MmmmMmmm good! wink
tronvillain:
Hey, I haven't written in my journal in a week, and haven't written in anyone's journal for almost that long. Still, I think I have a pretty good excuse. *chuckle*

And it is always crazy when one of your ex's gets married. One of mine got married to the thirty-seven year old she left me for just this past summer. Crazy.

Oh, and glad to hear you like my journal! I am going to have to read yours more often, but I like the few I have seen so far.

EDIT: Huh, my text doesn't appear to be wrapping properly. Odd.

[Edited on Nov 26, 2003 7:08PM]
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Frustration city.
Do I cut my losses and give up now?
Or do I do what I always do.
Sit around and wait for the 10% of the time that we have fun and are happy. And deal with the 90% of the time he makes me feel angry and sad.

We're just so different.

Last night a discussion about lifetime goals:

Him: All I...
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user092834:
CUT YOUR LOSSES!!!!!!!!!!!! you know it's best.
egon:
people who wish for happiness are searching for something vastly different in life than people who are seeking material goods. Material goods can never provide true happiness, or fill a void in our lives. To find happiness we must look inside of ourselves, not to the outside world.

sorry. I've been reading alot of buddhist liturature again. But you get the point.
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Argh. I typed a giant entry last night, only to hit 'save entry' and have the 'down for upgrade' screen flash at me. Grrr.

Friday's meeting went as expected, but due to the 3+ hours of firefighting, I'm going in to work this morning to tie up some loose ends for Monday.

Friday night was all that I had hoped for. Until I had to...
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egon:
YAY FOR SEXYGENIE biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

that is all
moocat:
"you did that to yourself, if you died, oh well"

Oh that's nice.

Did he go without air as a baby?


Hope things are better, now. smile
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Oooooh nelly.

3:30pm the shit hits the fan. I blew the whistle on some lowdown behavior that was going on with regards to one of my clients. The development team kept slapping band-aids and bullshit excuses on the issue. I'd had enough.

I'm shocked quite frankly. Usually the dev team gets a slap on the wrist and things continue onwards. But this time the CEO...
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lagmy:
Were you at Lux last night? I saw a girl who looked just like your profile picture with the streaked hair . . .
lagmy:
I'll stop and say hey next time!
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agent provocateur.
*sigh*
so xxx expensive.
*drool*
but so worth it.
maybe they'll sponsor my SG shoot.

hardy har! ARRR!!!
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wraith7000:
juice juice juice..all night long, juice juice, juice..while I sing this song miao!!
wraith7000:
juice juice juice..all night long, juice juice, juice..while I sing this song miao!!
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Went to see 'Hairspray' last night. So great. Bruce Vilanch was playing the role of Mrs. Turnblatt. If this show stops by your town, you must gooooo.

I saw School of Rock the other day too. Anyone else find Jack Black strangely attractive? It's that whole I'm funny and I don't give a fuck what you think thing. Heh. That's the ticket!

It's gonna be...
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wraith7000:
A doctor and a nurse!! its too much !! can't... handle... that much.... sweet gooey goodnes!!....

did you get the sheets yet? you must , you must....I watched most of the Raiders disc yesterday, good stuff too smile
thehood:
Hi
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I'm addicted to Fall Out Boy. You must check them out. Here's my track of the week:

I am such a sucker
And I'm always the last to know
My insides are copper
And I'd kill to make them gold
Conversation got me here: another night alone in the city
So make my bed the grave and shovel dirt onto my sheets

Every friend we...
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moniker42:
hi
lagmy:
I am so with you on HHH! However, the Raveonettes are playing in Buffalo the same night, so I may trek out to Utica to catch HHH on Saturday night. oh damn, who'd have thought I'd have to actually decide between concerts in upstate?
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If God is a DJ
life is a dance floor
love is a river
and you are the music
If God is a DJ
life is a dance floor
you get what is given
it's all how you use it.

So true. Infectious pop. Yippy.

Saw Static-X the other night..I'm not a metal fan but it was a decent show. Twisted Method opened..they've got a...
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user092834:
you can pick me up if your headin this way. I'll ride out to see my old gainesville peeps. The first band i was in used to practice right next to them. My 2nd band practiced 4 warehouses down. gainesville's funny like thatd
egon:
hey jean. Ignore that comment above. It was actually from me. I didn't realize that I was on mercy's login, since we have seperate accounts on the same computer. sorry for any confusion.