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i'm scared..and angry.

my most recent ex has always talked of suicide. he threatened to do it if i didn't go out with him, because 'he'd never find another girl like me.' then threatened to do it if i broke up with him, for the same reason.

talk about the wrong reason to be in a relationship with someone.

he said all sorts of wacked...
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lagmy:
jeanie,

remember to take the deep breaths, it's the first step. wink

I've known too many, people though. makes me want to smack this dude.

ANYWAY . . . that sucks you can't go to Buffalo! I sent in my check for 7 tix tonight. oh lordy. It's become a full "dde cre outing." I hope I get home in time to get to work the next day. whoooooo.

but they don't let cameras in!! but if Shera's gonna be there, I don't know . . . I may have to give it up for a polaroid . . .sheesh! wink

I"ll take pictures with my mind. hah!

talk to you soon! hang in there!!!!

e.
ninetysevencents:
If your post was not looking for advice, skip this. I don't mean to presume on your need for it.

I decided about a year ago that people who constantly talk about how they're going to kill or hurt themselves in public deserve a big, public hug. It will either embarass the hell out of them and hopefully knock some sense into them if they were faking or could make them feel better (if they feel bad enough that they must announce it to everyone, they won't mind a hug in front of everyone). Either way, you get to find out what the real intentions of the threats are. It's win-win, really. (note: I've not gotten to try this yet so this is based on theory alone)

If they tell you privately, it's time to spread the word anyway, to others close to them (parents, friends, etc.). This is never something a person should have to cope with alone. And if the other does go through with it, there would always be the feeling of complete guilt to cope with. Whatever you choose to do, I wish you luck in solving the problem.
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It's FRIDAY.

I just can't wait for spring. Hell, I'd settle for 45 degrees and no more salt stains on everything I own.

Last night I went to see Story of the Year. Second time I'd seen them..last show was on my birthday in October. They only have 1 cd, so their set was a bit short, but it was still rockin. And when they...
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pr0ject605:
I absolutely love your faerie tattoo. love love You're pretty cute too wink
escottie:
project605 seems to be making the rounds today. must be a n00b.

hi, hun. i have very little to say tonight, but i'm making the rounds nonetheless to make sure my friends are happy and healthy.

ruffle a few feathers. leave your bra at home on dinner night and hope it's chilly at dear auntie's house that night. wink

kiss scottie
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henry rollins is coming to town in 2 weeks. got me some tix today. used my old college id to get them half price. awwwwwwww yeeeeeeeah! =)

how dirty is this? last night me and the boy went out and his best friend came along. after chowing on some massive burritos and beer, we went to the bar around the corner from my apartment.

after...
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lagmy:
hahahah right on!

I sent a big email about This saturday, it should be a fun rockin' time that is a change of pace. Go to SPY (I'd have to check to see where it is) on Saturday and boogie down!
egon:
you say sweet sweet lovin. RIGHT ON!!! one of my best friends from florida, also a part time roomate, used to say that. I miss her. Anyways, that is the painting that had previously gone south, but it is now north again. glad you like it.
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isn't it weird how its easier to make friends when you're miserable rather than happy? i know i can bitch to a ton of people..but when i have good news, no one wants to hear it.

bah.

i'm supposed to be at a meeting now. but it got cancelled for the 3rd time. i'm instead trying to self diagnose myself on the internet.

quite simply,...
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egon:
it sounds like you cracked your cocyx. did they take x-rays the last time? you might have to wear a butt cast.
zaftigg:
I didn't see a picture of mary ellen in your pictures did I? if I'm not going nutz, how is that lovely gal?

cl0ck
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60 days until spring...

I was cool to see a bunch of the local folks out for coffee last night. Soon..we will take over the world! Or something. Hee.

I'm psyched about seeing the light at the end of the tunnel on a major nagging issue. I don't want to get too excited about it and jinx myself..but it's hard not to. It's been over...
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twztdchik:
Whoa...48 days....that's like a marriage in my world.

*sigh* I'm so happy for you. It makes me grin everytime there is an update <3
lagmy:
yo! yesterday (monday) was cool, we actually got to TALK for once, not me sayin' hey as I walk to the door.

thanks for the comments on yesterday, too.

oh, and the kids just ADORED the pop quiz. they were like "whuh????"

hehehehhe.
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color me retarded...but i don't get it...

last monday all the dishes in the office kitchen disappeared. no explanation was given, but i assumed it was because 'people' hadn't been cleaning up afterthemselves, so management decided to teach 'us' a 'lesson.' when i asked questions of my superiors (in person and in email) i was blatantly ignored. this sucked, because i relied on those random...
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wraith7000:
I am in your state... wink

I will tell you the sorrows of what happened with me and the girl when I am not being stared at by a white cat shocked
grimms17:
Interesting.
On a separate note...I saw a lil yellow mini today with the license plate "OAMINI" and I laughed and thought of you and how proud you are of yours!
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the mini has thawed. my boyfriend helped me take it to his parents house, and they put a heat lamp in the garage with it. 5 minutes and presto! then his dad sprayed silicon in the door latch. *crossing fingers* lets hope thats the end of paperweight syndrome!

the lodge that we went to for the company holiday party was amazing. gorgeous lake view, a...
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lagmy:
hahah mighty taco. non-upstate peeps just don't even know . . .

and milkshake throwin', eh? I hope it was as magical as my juice was!

and I should be there tonight. I wasn't feelin' super great this morning, and I decided to just take one of my 3 trillion sick days I never use.

Catch you tonight! I'll wear a red rose . . .

e!
twztdchik:
hmm...okie doke...I'll let you know the dates in the next week or so..I'm so excited!!!!
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Holy fucking shit.

Let me give a disclaimer. I'm an independent girl. I know I can do anything myself, and I hate playing the damsel in distress. That's what makes today so retarded.

This morning I get up extra early to fight the 18mph traffic so I can be to work on time. I get in the passenger side of the mini, start it up,...
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iamtony:
wow, you should of got the convertible.
rouke:
I have a Mini S smile I love it. I have driven it in the snow twice now and it handles great. I had no problems with frozen doors yet. You should try putting Anti-freeze all around the doors and in the locks. This should help keep the doors from freezing up on you. I did this to an Opal GT I had as a teenager and it worked great. Good luck
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wonk wonk wonk.
is it summer yet?
the mini's doors froze shut today.
i'm wearing a skirt and sooo flashed the snowplow guy in our lot while climbing over the stickshift. woo confused
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lagmy:
amen, it's TOO EFFING COLD here. holy moses. and it's gettin' worse tomorrow.

Last year all 4 of my doors froze on my accord, so I climbed into my car through the trunk before work. that was hot, especially when I had to raise the question, "were you turning the key the right way?"

sheesh.

escottie:
prolly warmed his little soul, just like he needed this morning. you're a saint, sexie. biggrin
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oogabooga
twztdchik:
Bah, I have friends like that too, they really hate life this week when I've basically told them to fuck off, I don't have time for their conveinience.

So, what are you doing the first weekend in March?
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Another weekend gone...*sigh*

Saw BIG FISH..it was everything I'd hoped for. I think I shed about 6 tears..which in movie terms is pretty emotional. So many things I could say about it, but I'll wait until more have seen it.

Also saw LOTR Return of the King again. But the theatre didn't carry Rasinets. Whats up with that? Totally uncool. Dan bought Milky Way popables...
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egon:
yes, the painting is getting better. I'm super excited about it right now. The only bummer is the lack of source material i have for painting, like pictures and models and all the stuff that's great for referance. Although my friend tiff is going to sit tommorow so I can work on getting proper lighting down
lagmy:
thanks for yuor support, genie! hahahah. I actually find the whole incident to be pretty awesome, I've been laughing about it since it happened!

but yup, there's a couple of us like that out there . . . oh, the cross we bear.
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please go shower twztdchik with love! she's new and her name is Megan and she is one of 2 people who can crack me up with virtually no effort. and she just plain rocks. love

so i've been thinking...
about the whole topic of fate and stuff. is it really fate or is it just timing? or is timing just another way to look at fate?...
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egon:
in re the email:

and you're not an sg why?
twztdchik:
Wait? I crack you up? Enough about my looks. I wanna go visit you!! Damn the cruel theatre gods....Oh well, this show has given me some great sitting at the bar and chugging a drink stories.