Thursday Jan 02, 2003

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So I droppe out of college because I had a dream. I wanted a job with excitement, travel some artistic value. I didnt want to waste my life away in an office. So I am a musician. It feels like a curse. Its all I love to do. PLay. So here I am with another chance to sign a deal and tour. I work so hard at my carrer just to leave it in the hands of some record exec. to decide where I go and what I do. Its kinda sad. Here it is years later. I have worked harder than I would have in college. I kinda wish I woulda checked out that office job now. Would I love it like I love playin music? Who knows, but here I am. All I ever wanted to do when I was a kis was to grow up and change the world. Was that too much to ask?
pixilated101:
I think we all want to change the world, but that is such a tall order.

I just try to change myself for the better and hope this in some small way changes the world. And this is hard enough.

Thanks for the comment. I hope you continue to do what you love.
mtlqueen:
You have changed the world. Everyone makes their mark...but average people leave average skid marks, is all...
You're aiming for something, ah, a little more colourful.

I think it's brave and wonderful, and that's what I'm trying to do (not music, but art related) most people think I might be nuts to follow my dreams, but I think I'd be nuts to ignore them. It takes a very "special people club" type of person to commit to a life in the arts in general. It ain't no office job, and it sure as hell has no benefits, but it feels goooooood when you do it MYYYYYYYYYY WAAAAAAAAAAY! skull

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