sexycorpse

A few poems a wrote a long time ago... before i quit writing
that I think are worthly of post as this is how I feel sometimes to this day even moving did little to change my attitude. good bye.


In the midst of chaos
Don't we all feel at loss
For one thing or another?
When days turn into months
With no severe change.
Life tends to become dull,
And our refrain from doing
Anything new only makes us
careless and slightly moribun.
Things happen around us,
And maybe even to us,
But yet we feel indifrent.
We feel this way to such
An extent that it would
Seem nothing effects us.

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I sit upon the shores of eternity looking across the oceans of despair.
I hear a faint voice in the back of my mind calling me home,
And It feels like I have been staring into the sea forever.
The feeling of hopelessness begins to wash over me,
And I walk closer to the shore until the waves wash over my feet.
The voice I hear continues to become louder,
And I realize that I do know where it is coming from.
I continue walking out into the sea.
As the warm waters wash over me.
I realize it was only a matter of time,
And now its just a matter of accepting the facts.
I gather myself to walk further into the sea,
but realize I am already swimming.
As I look back at the shore I know that there is nothing left for me.
The voice subsides as though it were just the wind,
And it has finally become calm.
I continue to swim out into the open arms of nothing,
But soon I am drowning in despair.
I close my eyes,
And let go.