Hello lovelies!
So sorry that it has been so long since I have posted on here. I'm not going to lie it has been incredibly stressful here over the past couple of weeks between work and my personal life, with lots of very rewarding things, as well as many, many different personal challenges that I am currently trying to figure out.
So I saw a @bloghomework that I believe that I could really get behind and write something that would be something that I could really add some meat to.
So what do I want to be remembered for? Confronting this very question makes me confront my very existence and mortality. It is THE pivotal question. Do I care about what people think of me? Do I try to hide in the shadows and reveal myself to a select few or do I allow myself to be vulnerable and let more people in and ultimately not care about how I am going to be judged in this life and once I am gone? As someone who has been coming to terms with who they are, with who they want to be, whom they desire to be on the outside and the inside, this has always been a hard thing for me to do. I cherish my friends, my family, my partner and the amazing opportunities and adventures that I have been a part of in these 31 years of life. What do I want to be remembered for? In acknowledging what I want to be remembered for, I acknowledge that this very life is fleeting and should be cherished no matter what the circumstances or outcomes. I want to ultimately be remembered as someone that was so in love with life that I wanted to explore and see as much of it as possible. I want to be remembered for my smile, my laughter, my often corny jokes, and that I always did everything I could to help people out and not let people define who I should be in this world, but create that definition for myself. I want to be remembered as the person that was seen as legitimately happy, and never taking the easy way and always being able to adapt to the new situations handed to me.
I always have to thank the wonderful women of SG for making these opportunities to write possible, including @rambo @lyxzen @midnightsun @nwalmn @missy @beyla and many of the people who have taken to following me and read me casually as I go along on this journey in many of its ups and downs. :-* Until next time lovelies, and thanks again for giving me the venue to voice my thoughts and opinions and I cant wait to hear what your thoughts are :-) <3