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Castlevania Symphony of the Night, or SotN for us hardcores, is without a doubt one of the top 10 best games ever. Playing <a href="http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Kurt" target="_blank">Vampires!</a> always makes me wanna play it, but alas my version is scratched beyond recognition. <img src="/media/site/emoticons/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" border="0" alt="frown" /> <img src="/media/site/emoticons/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" border="0" alt="frown" /> About 5 minutes after I'm done typing this I will be...
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Castlevania Symphony of the Night, or SotN for us hardcores, is without a doubt one of the top 10 best games ever. Playing Vampires! always makes me wanna play it, but alas my version is scratched beyond recognition. frown frown About 5 minutes after I'm done typing this I will be making myself food, probably another poop-dog; so by 5:00 I will've probably put a pic of...
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Well, unfortunately I once again didn't get out of bed until 5 today, like yesterday.

I think its related to my depression, I've been informed that it causes behaviors like this even without the sadness at the time of the behavior. Well, whatever . . . definately the depression.

Homework, a significant amount of it, but its all fun, but I'm in a way forced...
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caz:
depression sucks sweetie.. and im sure horrid looking food dont help..lol You def have to post a pic of thie "food" lol smile
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Well, I just noticed the SG calendar. Fishbone tnight at the Whiskey 8:30, 1 hour from now. FUCKIN A!! I would've gone to that.

Afterwards we could cruised Hollywood Blvd., not only is my gay-dar second to none I also emit a gay spanish fly scent. Irresistable baby!! kiss kiss
MUWAHAHAHAHAH!!!!
leavemehere:
even if my tooth stops hurting i can still get the lovely pain medication smile
caz:
sorry your name lured me here.. i love that fucking song!! anyway Hi!
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Started school again yesterday.

meh

Its strange (not to be confused with weird), I get this things that happens to me sometimes when I am really tired. It could be best decribed as a high you've never felt.

I walk around in what feels like a controlable dream, or what I assume one is like as I am seldom able to maipulate anything in dreams....
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leavemehere:
im tough but it was still bad after about the 7th hour
and it was actually 10 hours
and stuff
ive worked longer though
once worked 11 am to 11 pm
with the flu
then i got drunk
i believe that was my first time hallucinating
it was fun!
boo to school
later
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I just don't fuckin know anymore . . .



If I don't figure what to do soon I think I'm gonna die. Many people don't believe in God, I do. I think that those of us that seem to have an extrordinary amount of pain and sorrow in their lives do because somewhere out there there is someone who couldn't handle their's. I think that...
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awakened:
It's good to know that the streets are really full of fun loving lunitics like yourself...at least now i know i'm not making any outlandish assumptions about my fellow passer byers.
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The only dreamless sleep is life. It is.

I still feel weird, I don't know how to describe it, I just feel, like . . . Life right now feels like tomorrow I won't wake up, I'm not gonna die, I'll still exist, I'll still be thinking, I'll still BE.

Today is my last day on Earth, but I'm not dying tomorrow. Its as if...
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awakened:
I love the story. Effective vivid imagry. I love how the only dialog in the whole thing is: "Man, I could really go for a bowl right about now." It really shows a slice of the human experience, as well as a fun bit of commedic relief. Keep writing dude, and i'll keep reading.

Awakened
userlame:
oh. that makes sense. i am, after all, darth vader.
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I'm . . . I'm feeling wierd. I feel like . . ., I know but, I don't know. I feel like I observing the world from the outside, like I'm watching myself from inside my body but I see me.

The world is strange to me now more than ever. It's getting stranger day by day. I don't know hwat is really going on....
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raver:
yes, strobe! i meant sound activated like the lights pivot or change colors to the music... i *heart* my strobelight. *cuddles it*

[Edited on Aug 13, 2003]
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Is it so much to ask that life be easy? No, of course it isn't, but it never will while 99.999999999% of the population remains stupid; and as long as they're paranoid about things that don't require lots of hard work, some sort of sacrifice, or a butt-load of drama.

I wish I weren't so lazy, I could dress with such great style, but alas...
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luckywanderboy:
I hear ya.
fauxfoe39801:
hey um how did you add yourself to your friends list?
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I now know where my insanity comes from now. I would be a happy normal well adjusted person if it weren't for my BITCH of a FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT MOM. Artists have to be tortured in some way, apperently she is the fire which does not fuel my creativity, but attempts to burn my soul down to its very essence. Without any consideration for...
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