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Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

Dec 30, 2003
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I am one cold piece of shit.

Its strange, I think I am a good person, better than 90% or so people out there; its odd though, the feeling of being so good and atthe same time equally bad.

Its difficult, people see you as good, then get a glimpse of the bad, and can't comprehend it, so I become all bad to them.

I thought I needed other people who think differently, turns out everyone who thinks differently is the same. So I am, once again, alone, and back where I started.

FUCK EM ALL

I think I've devoloped a habit of creating complex imaginary world when I'm high, typically only a few people exist in these worlds, Siren Snow and me, a few others. I think I really need to work some stuff out.
jora:
I think I'm a good person, then I get a glimpse of the bad in myself and then I think that I'm all bad. I'm good at being a cold piece of shit, and sometimes, I'd rather be a cold piece of shit. This human emotion stuff is all very painful, and some days I just don't want to deal with it.

So, yeah..... surreal
Dec 31, 2003
jora:
No beer for this girly. I'm on the sober wagon for 9+ years. I just have to grin and bear it....or maybe bare it. Not sure which would work best. smile
Jan 1, 2004

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