Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

sexdwarf

Hermosa Beach

Member Since 2003

Followers 123 Following 127

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Dec 30, 2003

Dec 30, 2003
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I am one cold piece of shit.

Its strange, I think I am a good person, better than 90% or so people out there; its odd though, the feeling of being so good and atthe same time equally bad.

Its difficult, people see you as good, then get a glimpse of the bad, and can't comprehend it, so I become all bad to them.

I thought I needed other people who think differently, turns out everyone who thinks differently is the same. So I am, once again, alone, and back where I started.

FUCK EM ALL

I think I've devoloped a habit of creating complex imaginary world when I'm high, typically only a few people exist in these worlds, Siren Snow and me, a few others. I think I really need to work some stuff out.
jora:
I think I'm a good person, then I get a glimpse of the bad in myself and then I think that I'm all bad. I'm good at being a cold piece of shit, and sometimes, I'd rather be a cold piece of shit. This human emotion stuff is all very painful, and some days I just don't want to deal with it.

So, yeah..... surreal
Dec 31, 2003
jora:
No beer for this girly. I'm on the sober wagon for 9+ years. I just have to grin and bear it....or maybe bare it. Not sure which would work best. smile
Jan 1, 2004

More Blogs

  • 07.06.07
    0

    Friday Jul 06, 2007

    Whoo Hoo!! After long last, I got to assists a photographer who wa…
  • 06.21.07
    2

    Thursday Jun 21, 2007

    Wow, 5 months and 1 day since updating. Might be a record. Meh. …
  • 01.20.07
    4

    Saturday Jan 20, 2007

    Read More
  • 11.28.06
    2

    Tuesday Nov 28, 2006

    Happy Birthday to me today. Ok, so in a month and a half I've: …
  • 10.13.06
    2

    Friday Oct 13, 2006

    Yesterday I was going to finally update, then I got high, and didn't.…
  • 05.04.06
    3

    Thursday May 04, 2006

    Let's see, since January 22nd . . . My buddy and I, drove to Texa…
  • 01.22.06
    8

    Sunday Jan 22, 2006

    I'll be updating soon. 4 months didn't seem so long. Good and bad…
  • 09.05.05
    13

    Monday Sep 05, 2005

    Ok, this entry deserves some time to be put into it, but well, I'll d…
  • 08.15.05
    0

    Monday Aug 15, 2005

    Ok, this is just a quick one. Thank you Shalome for these. What…
  • 08.05.05
    1

    Friday Aug 05, 2005

    Not so much to update . . . That is a lie, I'm feeling lazy, but I…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
6
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,120,333 followers
  • 14,919,693 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,389,486 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo