severity

Today was my first day in my new temp job, and it was actually pretty good!
The people there are so relaxed, and there are some real eccentric characters hanging around that've been working there for nearly 20 years! It seems such a cushy job I wouldn't really mind staying on full-time, and there's even a bar! I've never had a job that had a bar in it before

I'm so sleepy, though. Never been a morning person and I have to get up at 6.45 every morning *yawn*. It didn't help that I woke up for ages in the middle of the night and found i'd gone deaf in one ear. It really bugged me and I couldn't go back to sleep till i'd bashed around with it and sorted it out.

I've been having second thoughts about uni, bah. Why am I cursed with this indecisiveness? It's just.. i've been thinking really, the only way i'm gonna be able to stick at something at university is if I really enjoy it, and the only thing I think I could stick at is art. Only problem is, if I decide to go somewhere and do art I have to wait till next year because i've accepted a place somewhere else and you're not allowed to re-apply or some bullshit. That's how i'm swaying at the moment, anyway. I'm conjuring all sorts of fantasies about going travelling beforehand and stuff, but I always get these ideas and never actually go through with them.

I need motivation!

Aw, and I miss just hanging out with Scott round my place or his. Can't do that now he's pissed off back to uni *sulk*