severity

Today i've been feeling nostalgic.

I've been tidying my room and finding little tidbits from my past and realising how many decent people i've lost contact with just because of my laziness. I've been finding little notes passed in class, tickets to festivals and shows i've been to, old photos and CDs.

And the sad fact is i'm growing up, and becoming more cautious. More responsible. More dull.

I seem to be so reluctant to try new things these days. Sure, university has helped a bit, but i'm still completely introverted, lazy, messy, and a time waster.

I'm not on a downer though, if anything i'm feeling more positive about the coming year. Not that this year has been bad, it's been quite the opposite but there's still something lacking.


I have a serious fucking urge to completely RUIN myself right now. I need some damn excitement.
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Christmas was okay, I hope you all had a good one. No, I didn't really get what I wanted for Christmas (although I did get Peepshow series 2 on DVD and Narnia! Wooo). The family party was quite amusing, I got to see my cousins huge chavtastic hairdresser girlfriend and my other cousins new mullet hairdo (courtesy of hairdresser girlfriend). There wasn't even any cheesy footballs, well pissed off.

Now i'm going to play with one of my brothers presents, '356 paper airplanes - one for each day of the year'. I'm an origami whizzkid

Love,

Severity