sethy

*sigh* nearing 3 weeks without seeing her, talked to her on phone once and emailed a handfull of times.

Still feel exact same about her as I did.

Feelings like these are supposed to fade arent they?

Damnit, why can i not find someone as wonderful as her whos available.

I know she and I could never be, her BF loves her to much so if I made any moves itd hurt both of them, so for now all i will do is pretend when i talk to her that i dont feel anything and hope feelings will fade.

And last thing I wanna do is hurt people so watch as I suffer for the joy of others.




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Edit: just got off phone with another friend, shit keeps getting worse, and this is more real that petty romance depression

damnit

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You may notice Stacie now occupates my first fav box instead of 3rd, this is because she kicks ass... that is all... continue about your buisness.