sethy

Lately I feel like this:

I've been single for a long time now, I don't mind the *thought* of being single, I get to kiss who ever I want, sleep with who ever I want, I tend to have a lot more spare cash every month.

But I don't like the *feeling* of being single. I hate feeling alone. I hate only going to movies with friend. I dislike sleeping alone, and it bugs me not being able to just relax with someone and cuddle with them.

I've been interested in a few ladies in past few months, all have been for naught.

It seems like the only reason people like me is how I look and that bugs me. I want to be liked for who I am.

I feel like shit.

Emo is lame yes, but thats how I feel.

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In more lively news the opening of club seven in SR was pretty nice.

Bar was a bit slow because a lot of the bartenders were new to the place (being its first day open and all) so didn't know how to use the registers.

I'm definatly going to be going back.

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I ended up applying at 24 hour fitness, I hope I get the job.. front desk graveshift job so I could get a lot of reading in... and possibly catch all the pokemon.

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I have been listening to The Streets, A grand don't come for free.

I got this CD quite a while ago but never listened to it too much, just a song here or a song there. I enjoyed it but never loved it.

Until recently, I listened to it from song one to song ten and not as background noise, but actually listening.

Wow. This is one of the best albums ever. just eveokes so many emotions.

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I got a nametag for work with the name Shaniqua printed on it. It's hot.

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