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seth_

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Monday Feb 08, 2010

Feb 8, 2010
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I sent in the info my potential new client wanted, so we we shall see! It wasn't the most amazing or convincing thing I've ever written, but I addressed what he asked for and left it open for his feedback. I'm hopeful. smile

I talked to my bff on Friday and she gave me a pep talk when I didn't quite expect to get one. It was quite nice, and it just reminds me no matter how many times you say something to yourself, it sounds different hearing it from the outside. And believing it. Anyway, since then I've been focused on really enjoying what is at hand and not wasting it and doing one thing at a time. I've been setting daily goals, some small, some significant, and I wake up thinking "if I do nooooothing else today, I'm going to do that." It's quite nice as I allow myself flexibility to move other things around or straight up not do them, but I do feel accomplished and as I've done something each day.

Yesterday I watched the SuperBowl with "family" and it was oh-so-nice. We used to do every Sunday Family Nights, but since a couple gals moved, the holidays came, and it was just so darn cold, we agreed to cut back until spring. I've seen the family a couple times a month still, but it's different. Plus, my nephews were with a babysitter last time we all got together, so it was nice to get to hang out with them. The younger one, who is almost 2 years old, stood right in front of my face, stroked my hair, looked at me, touched my face, and gave me the cutest little look and then a kiss. It was possibly the best little thing I've known. He was being super affectionate and playful, so that added to my night, on top of the yummy food and Saints' victory! biggrin

In other news, this guy who I've known for about a year has re-entered for the 27th time or something. When I first met him, I nearly fell all over myself. I didn't quite know what my type was anymore, but seeing him, that was it. It was one of those "oh my gosh I actually like you" mixed with I can't stop staring mixed with "did he just pull those words right from my mind?" on top of chemistry and shared sarcasm and overlapping interests all over. I was smitten, but then he moved to Philadelphia, then he was back, and then he was flaky, more flaky, in touch and then flaky, etc. Basically, he floats back into my life every once in a while and it's all yaaaay and let's get together, and it doesn't happen. Recently it's been really nice talking to him since we're in the same boat about a lot of stuff and it's been a really cool mutual support. Of course, he fell off the planet for a couple weeks, now he's back and says, "But we need to hang soon." No kidding. I hate to get my hopes up, but I almost can't help but. I don't know what it is. . . he just makes me smile so much. Sigh.

That's my recap. I hope you all had good weekends and the weather was not to harsh to any of you. Here's to a rockin' week ahead!

xxo
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misterclean:
sounds like a fun time...have a good week! <3
Feb 8, 2010
tweedle:
It's so good to hear that you are working towards self-improvement... I'm in the same boat smile

Glad to also hear you had fun with your family... so many are ungrateful for the family that they have.

anyhow, kisses to you!
Feb 8, 2010

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