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Dear friends ... What to say where to begin

I am lost on a journey of epic proportions. There is no easy way, I must fight this one to the finish. The hardest part of all of course is the loss of that which is most precious to me, that which I have come to understand and love must now be cast away for the greater good. I must lose the very core of what makes me myself, that which is the source of my identity and ego, and which sets me apart from so many others. It must all be destroyed. It is time to strip away all the layers I have built around myself, the personality and socially constructed attitude that suits me so well. I must tear away the pain which I wear like a badge of honour and obliterate all the fears and strange neuroses which I have finally come to accept as part of myself. It is time to merge with my perfected self, but before that, the slate must be wiped blank. The truest form of what I am and have always been is calling to me now. The raw, primal, energy waits as I struggle to rediscover my dimensional consciousness and cosmic connection. It is waiting for me to wade through the shit and corruption that is human society and find that which has always been, but has been long forgotten. I must break free of the weight of obligation and expectation forced on me by the very rigid and self-serving nature of humanity.

It is time to reconnect with the Force and be at one with the cosmos, to vibrate in that frequency of higher consciousness and understanding. It is time to leave the confined spaces created by attachment and longing. It is time

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