Hmm..so anyways one of my friends REALLY PISSED ME OFF TODAY. I started shaking at about 10:50 and I am still shaking with rage. In fact I have to stop typing fdgsdso I can my hands stop spasming. Dont people realize how hurtful it is when they do things like this. I have never as far as I canaansnan remember done anything to knowingly let sorgsfdgbdmeone get hurt, especially someone who was one of my friends. I clean up this journal another timem when I am less angry. This means I am probably going to be slipping into a depression tommorrow and thingsdfdfgg were going so well recently. I am supposed to be on a date with the cute girl from FA class tommorrow, she already thinks I'm wierd enough, now I am probably going to be moppy and sad.
sixele:
Damn, Yeah.. don't you just hate those days where you have no control over anything and you just hate who you are and wish you were someone else? Today was that day for me. I am sorry to hear you and your friend are fighting, I know close friends always work it out. Be the one who steps up and says sorry. Don't lose a good friend over something petty. Right now things with my situation is cooling down and we can actually sit in the same room. Which is cool... He's my buddy you know.... a really cool kid, but he exploded hard core. I totally forgive him even thought he hasn't appoligized. I just want him to be my friend still. So.. good luck and all the best to you.