I'm at an internet cafe again, only have one euro for a couple hours. I bought some cigarettes to last me a couple days but doesn't look like I"ll be out for a while. The greek army doesn't want to pay me...technically speaking, that's false, it's just that I'll have to wait until the 23rd or so which means I will cost my parents more...
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I'm officially in the greek military and all frustrations that I was aware of regarding Greeks living in Greece have come to fruition. I joined on October 29, went through two weeks of initiation before being let go for ten days because I choose to go to Cyprus. It's extremely unorganized, full of youth, and lots of bureaucracy. The people who organize our group are...
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I'm only doing this because I want to document whats going on the past week but I really don't feel like it. Mentally I feel very unmotivated and lazy but physically I have been going to the gym, in fact I went twice a day two days and hopefully today. I'm at 94.5 now, I did manage to make it down to 93.8 the other...
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I'm currently in a crisis. Well, not really, in fact nothing near a crisis, but I'm making it into one. I haven't worked out in over two weeks, and am constantly sleeping and watching movies or doing something unproductive. I have managed to go out a couple of times but not like I should. What I'm supposed to be doing is expanding my social network...
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It has been a very rough past couple of weeks. I refuse to talk to anyone, only been to the gym three times, and just find all kinds of comfort lying in my bed. I kinda feel like I"m waiting for something to happen but I don't know what. There's nothing to look forward to and I'm constantly looking back. I'm always thinking of New...
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So yea, having multiple family members stick their fingers in your life is frustrating and overwhelming because it means that I fucked up my life and whenever I view myself as being in that situation, I feel suicidal cause I don't care. However, I'll take that over living in an empty apartment wishing that I had money to go out and do something any day...
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It has been approximately 40 days since I last placed a bet. Not something to jump up and celebrate with confetti and all but I feel good that those 40 days have not been consumed with gambling. I had an incedible time at the beach with my family and I even managed to inject a bit of a moral victory in terms of women. I...
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I woke up today 97.7. Haven't done anything workout wise and I'm putting it on hold for now cause I think I'm going to the beach for a couple weeks so I just want to mentaly prepare myself for that so that I can enjoy it while it lasts. But also, today's reading from one day at a time is probably the most important thing...
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I had a whole day of some pretty intevsive workouts. I even did a 'bonus' walk to the supermarket which was about thirty minutes of walking in the sun. When I finished, I reached 96.1 but now I'm probably a bit above 98 cause I drank a TON of water and had some watermelon. This whole scale thing is definitely blown out of proportion. When...
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Phew! I went to the gym and did 50 minutes and am now back to 98kg. I didn't even weigh myself this morning cause I was too scared that it would have said over 100kg. So, if I go tonight, I just might make it below 97 and be able to wake up tomorrow morning below 98 for the first time. That means that if...
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