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Listening to Grunge radio fm and looking at the most spectacular beautiness women world called suicidegirls. Damn, I'm glad I didn't blow all my money and actually put some in the bank to pay for an account here. Ya, I'm basically back in full mode gambling again, although since my dad goes up to the serbian border to casinos there, he's been getting me these dirt cheap cigarettes and I don't have to worry about not having money to buy them. Not like I'm getting more than twenty bucks a week either, but gambling is gambling. Tonight reminds me of how I used to spend all of my nights while living alone in NJ. Although I havne't made any attempt at making friends here with this account, I haven't been on the boards much...a few years ago it was fun doing the phone tag thing but it's all gone now. I've officially gained approx 20 kgs since a few months ago. I put up a whiney fight with my mom and got her to get me a year membership to the gym, but I haven't gone for a while. It's too cold out or I"m not in the mood or just plain lazy. I'll get there, I'm sure of it, but what I really want to do is finally put an effort to stop the smoking. Yea I've said it before, so I'm not putting all that much hope into the idea, but man if I can do it just for one week. God, it seems like seventy five percent of people here smoke. I also need a job...........badly. A couple months ago I gave a test to get a certificate of proficiency in English because these greek idiots need that in order to hire me. It's illogical for an american citizen to have to do this, but whatev. I have to wait again to get that before I can even attempt to try and find a job here, and teaching english is the only option for me here.