Today I was sworn in as a Corporal and I am feelin reallllllllllllllllly proud to be in the situation that I'm in! I haven't felt the 'misery' that I was despite my constant smoking and gambling (I played five euro today) not good but I don't seem to care right now. I'm sooooooooo looking forward to going to the beach here and going fucking crazy! Sunday, I hope to leave and begin an 'experimentation' to see what my status is on how I am with the women. Last week, I was having some coffee and started talking to people. That 'anxiety' I would usually experience, appeared to me when I commented to one of the waitresses that I loved her nose ring and how she needed a tattoo because she kinda shrug me off. She probably gets hit on a million times a day and I'm just another asshole customer and blah blah blah...but later on that night I had 'successes' and actually had good conversations with people. There's so much tourism here but I'm only in leukosia and theres a lot of immigrants here as well. Beach beach beach!
chloeattack:
congratulations on the corporal!~