sertraline

People all around me are counting the days till they leave. The past couple of days, I've felt very warm and satisfied and it's awkward but I'm welcoming it. Still doing my old bad habits. Maybe tomorrow as a birthday present I'll give myself a new life and stop this shit. I've been thinking a lot about my future and where to go. I'd ideally like to stay here in Cyprus and find a job temporarily, perhaps make two or three thousand euros and then jet off to Germany. I'm not sure if I'll be able to do this though but I should at least be able to make a good effort to do so. I can't help but feel old, I mean it will be my birthday tomorrow and I'm 34 and haven't accomplished anything really. Whatev, I keep telling people how tomorrow will be a black day and all but in reality I'm just super enthused that I'm here doing my service.