I have returned from my vacation of ten days and am not looking forward to this month. Not only will it be my birthday, but it will fucking drag and drag and drag. Once April gets here, I think I will be psychologically more better because July 29 will not seem so distant. I am still smoking, still gambling, still eating. I don't know what has to happen to make my mind feel desperate so that I can finally change. I moved to Greece to change and still I have these problems. The program I have set up in my head is to finally get back to exercise. I've been fortunate that I haven't really gained a lot of weight if any but with this vacay, I did absolutely nothing
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