I kinda feel very out of touch with my greek fellows. My excuse is a good one though, I've been focusing on gym related activities. I'm very nervous though because I'm probably headed to the beach next weekend and probably wont loose any weight but gain weight. It's going to be up to me to go for a walk but judging by today, thats going to be hard. I did absolutely nothing today. The gym is closed for the next few weekends. I tried to motivate myself to go out walking to no avail. Not really feeling down or anything, just bored. One thing I cant stand is people who say they will call me and don't. THis is something I've been very sensitive about but for some reason, I haven't lately. A couple people said we'd get together this weekend but I haven't heard anything. TOday's reading from one day at a time talks about resentment. I'm so full of resentment which I equate with anger. I get angry that people don't thiink I can do it, I get angry when people think I'm just average. All this is wrong though, number one, I shoulnd't care what others think and number two, but number two, I need to figure out what I'm doing to make people think such things. For me, it all leads to confidence.
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