2004 - probably one of my worst years that I can remember.
Major personal problems
End of a relationship
House got flooded
Computer blew up
Cat was in the hospital twice
Just in a car accident
Huge financial concerns
Well, those are just a few of the problems I had.
Let's see what happens next. I can't take much more bad.
On a dofferent note, I had a really cool dream last night. I was being atttacked by giant spiders in some city. I got to wear this bio-mechanical suit and fight them. Very exciting.
More tattooing this Thursday!
Major personal problems
End of a relationship
House got flooded
Computer blew up
Cat was in the hospital twice
Just in a car accident
Huge financial concerns
Well, those are just a few of the problems I had.
Let's see what happens next. I can't take much more bad.
On a dofferent note, I had a really cool dream last night. I was being atttacked by giant spiders in some city. I got to wear this bio-mechanical suit and fight them. Very exciting.
More tattooing this Thursday!
2003 = WORST.YEAR.EVER. for me.
Even though walking away is not usually the best way to handle things as the problems will still be there when you get back and generally does not solve anything, it helped me.
It gave me a new perspective and put my head back on straight after spinning out of control from all the utter shit that kept happening.
So yeah, there are still problems, but I am able to face them so much better NOW than I could have without stepping away.
I was kinda drowning in problems, borderlining depression.
I know skipping town...or country for that matter, is not a reasonable solution for everyone, but maybe just getting away for a minute....hell, stay in a hotel or something... change your environment, just don't make yourself so available to your life.
Do something new...for you.
Be selfish, as long as it does not negatively affect anyone else.
Sorry... I will step off my soapbox now.
On another spin, things really can't get worse this year..can they?
Take care.
-D