*clears throat* Ok yeah so I fucked up a little bit, skipped a few days there. Aw fuck it, you love me anyway. And for a guy with a decent vocabulary, I still don't think I say "fuck" enough. So, fuck that fucking fucker -- dig?
Ok, so as for details which seem boring to me (because I'm living them every day), but might not be to other people: Work is still steady, but I honestly don't know how I'm going to continue doing this until the day I'm supposed to... retire? And anyway, "retiring" sounds so... whitebread.. and not at all me. At the rate I'm going, I'll be tremendously lucky to make it through my 30's. Today on the job was a little better, in that time sped by during a huge email back & forth with clients, co-workers & bosses. But still, fuck me, you know?
What else.. I'm all done with doing any kind of solo music for what will be, I hope, the rest of my life. I just want to do public performances and ensemble drumming now, maybe my stuff, maybe someone else's? But still I've got a huge project ahead of me, that being taking everything I have done on my own (and there's certainly a shit-ton) and putting it online in purchaseable, but more likely stealable format. Since I design sites anyway, I should be able to do this with maximum impact, I hope, whilst avoiding any kind of "goresite" approach.
And as for me, personally, right now, I'm still very busy, but at the same time sometimes lonesome. I do have some fun things lined up for tomorrow night with a chick (at least I think I do), but she's just a friend. And on Saturday there'll be time spent at a bar/grill with friends. What I need, though, is that one, true single partner, but at least I know I'm not desperate (yet). What I mean is, I'll never pay for it, I'm not on Craigslist, and my obsessions still mostly lie in doing things, not people.
Ok, so as for details which seem boring to me (because I'm living them every day), but might not be to other people: Work is still steady, but I honestly don't know how I'm going to continue doing this until the day I'm supposed to... retire? And anyway, "retiring" sounds so... whitebread.. and not at all me. At the rate I'm going, I'll be tremendously lucky to make it through my 30's. Today on the job was a little better, in that time sped by during a huge email back & forth with clients, co-workers & bosses. But still, fuck me, you know?
What else.. I'm all done with doing any kind of solo music for what will be, I hope, the rest of my life. I just want to do public performances and ensemble drumming now, maybe my stuff, maybe someone else's? But still I've got a huge project ahead of me, that being taking everything I have done on my own (and there's certainly a shit-ton) and putting it online in purchaseable, but more likely stealable format. Since I design sites anyway, I should be able to do this with maximum impact, I hope, whilst avoiding any kind of "goresite" approach.
And as for me, personally, right now, I'm still very busy, but at the same time sometimes lonesome. I do have some fun things lined up for tomorrow night with a chick (at least I think I do), but she's just a friend. And on Saturday there'll be time spent at a bar/grill with friends. What I need, though, is that one, true single partner, but at least I know I'm not desperate (yet). What I mean is, I'll never pay for it, I'm not on Craigslist, and my obsessions still mostly lie in doing things, not people.
Being married to a software engineer has its benefits, though. Since I don't entirely need to support myself, job interviews are more like I'm interviewing them. I only take a job if I want to. Plus, I need to have time to study my Japanese, so I'm not all that fired up to get a job.