So I came home. To this:
Love is storm and wind, then tide
All the tears your heart can hold
But I look back after loss of love
And find the days were gone
I see only shattered skies
Not a ray of light to find
But I look back after loss of love
And sunlight blinds my mind
Songs were sung with words as young as May
But in the mist of summer, winter came
A chill blew out the flame
Now the words have haunted suns
Ring as clear as they did then
Still I look back after loss of love
And learn to love again
Who it's from is my secret, but it definately made my day, my week, maybe even my year. I'm still smiling, actually. Seemed appropriate to share it. Some people inspire me to make more of myself than I ever wanted for myself in the first place. That is a beautiful thing and I am very greatful for it. 
For him...
Pretty much everything is closed today, since the entire state is mostly without power still. Sooo, here's my gameplan... yes, I have a gameplan because I slept pretty much all day yesterday out of boredom.
First, while my fucking dumbass, lying, cheating, bastard of an ex is at work. I'm going to go out to his house... well not really his house, but the house where he's living and nail, not tape NAIL a big ass poster to the front door that I made with the pictures of the whore he was cheating on me with that I found in the car that I bought him when I repo'd it (which is still for sale BTW, pics in attachments and on my myspace). While I'm there I'm taking my dog, because I miss her terribly. I mean come on who wouldn't miss this face...
After that, I think I might jump on my sexy tractor (LOL) and mow the grass and get some sunshine... since the storm passed, sexy tractor anyone?
Yes, I know this was a forever long blog, but that's what happens when I get bored out of my skull.
Now I'm off to start some drama and get my fucking dog back. Hopefully he went to work today so I don't get shot..... ::nervous laugh:: 
I want your sexy tractor... not that I have land big enough to use it.