Ive learned two things today hard work never pays itself off and no one besides me can help me. Ok so im proud big whoop right... thats what i think my co-workers think im going to end up killin myself because i refuse to ask for the help of others. Personally i think why bother some one else when i can do shit my-fuckin-self! 
Ok...
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Weezer - say it aint so
Somebody's Heine'
is crowdin' my icebox
Somebody's cold one
is givin' me chills
Guess I'll just close my eyes
Flip on the tele'
Wrestle with Jimmy
Something is bubbling
Behind my back
The bottle is ready to blow
Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a lifetaker
I can't confront...
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Somebody's Heine'
is crowdin' my icebox
Somebody's cold one
is givin' me chills
Guess I'll just close my eyes
Flip on the tele'
Wrestle with Jimmy
Something is bubbling
Behind my back
The bottle is ready to blow
Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a lifetaker
I can't confront...
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mikael:
How far below your standards is she?
imbleeding:
Hehe...standards huh? 
The Chauffer
Out on the tar plains, the glides are moving
All looking for a new place to drive
You sit beside me, so newly charming
Sweating dew drops glisten, freshing your side
The sun slips down bedding heavy behind
The front of your dress all shadowy lined
And the droning engine throbs in time
With your beating heart
Sing Blue Silver
Way down the...
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Out on the tar plains, the glides are moving
All looking for a new place to drive
You sit beside me, so newly charming
Sweating dew drops glisten, freshing your side
The sun slips down bedding heavy behind
The front of your dress all shadowy lined
And the droning engine throbs in time
With your beating heart
Sing Blue Silver
Way down the...
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imbleeding:
My eyes are burning...im buzzin...im bored...i dont know what to say. Holla.
Dear Father,
Its been um... hmmm... um alot of time since my last confession. No wait father stop! Ok Im done. Anywho well what i learned in the last week ive been 21 is that i believe drinking is somehow associated with smokin. Its like everytime i have a beer a cigarrette is never to far off. Anyways my buddy took me out to some...
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Its been um... hmmm... um alot of time since my last confession. No wait father stop! Ok Im done. Anywho well what i learned in the last week ive been 21 is that i believe drinking is somehow associated with smokin. Its like everytime i have a beer a cigarrette is never to far off. Anyways my buddy took me out to some...
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imbleeding:
Hehe....it looks much better through a shotglass.
We should get together one nite and get tore up and make p.cola a better place.
We should get together one nite and get tore up and make p.cola a better place.
Oh man i just found something else to do on my spare time... Gong to strip joints. The girls are so nice at strip joints. I wonder why 
My 21st birthday sucked but my best friends birthday the day after mine we spent it at this strip joint here in pensacola. Lovely place i figured out though that large amounts of alcohol in your system...
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My 21st birthday sucked but my best friends birthday the day after mine we spent it at this strip joint here in pensacola. Lovely place i figured out though that large amounts of alcohol in your system...
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imbleeding:
Yeah...naked bitches are fun.
Nice to see someone else in town has good taste.
Nice to see someone else in town has good taste.
Good times for a change
See the luck i've had
Would make a good man turn bad
So please please please
Let me let me let me
Let me get what i want
This time
Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life i've had would make a good man bad
So for once in my life
Let me get what i...
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See the luck i've had
Would make a good man turn bad
So please please please
Let me let me let me
Let me get what i want
This time
Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life i've had would make a good man bad
So for once in my life
Let me get what i...
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Oh my god what a night. I was bored in my room (again) so i decided to take a quick smoke brake and found myself amongst more alcoholics than one should deal with. If you cant beat em... so i grabbed a bear. Oh i feel so sick inside. I smoked and dranked and talked till um ok i dont remeber what time i came...
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Oh man im fucking drunk! Ok this diary is going to be so bad. Man i type well for being drunk. Screw [roof reading this. Ive had a bad week so i needed a few beers. This kid gave me five bucks and took four beers. I was ok with it cause he left. If her had stayed i would have been mad. I got...
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sparkle:
yeah those are probably my plans as well, tonight
shal:
I get that a lot. 
Your night sounds like my past week.
Your night sounds like my past week.
Ok so I got on that plane and my trip back was alittle hectic to say the least. Oh yeah and i refuse to travel greyhound ever again. My trip home was nice though. It was kind of nice to have a sex life again (kinda forgot what that was like for a minute). Had alittle argument with my mom. Watched plenty of movies. Oh...
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abigail:
i stand by whatever says that not fitting in is a good thing..... i mean, think about it... look at the general public... and then be very proud that you are not like them. it's nice to relate to people, sure, but i think it's nicer to observe them as an outsider. when you find that you do have things in common with individuals, you can be surre that they're pretty cool.
as far as being boring goes..... are you having a good time of life? cause if you are you're probably not boring at all and whoever told you that lied. if you often find yourself bored, you should try your hardest to find something that you love doing, then..... if you never find it , at least you'll be distracted by looking.
as far as being boring goes..... are you having a good time of life? cause if you are you're probably not boring at all and whoever told you that lied. if you often find yourself bored, you should try your hardest to find something that you love doing, then..... if you never find it , at least you'll be distracted by looking.
monica:
she was rockin out to there is a light that never goes out when i saw her, and it was the best thing ive ever seen. thanks for the sweet comment~
Yey travel time. Ive got my bags packed and ive got my tickets. It sad to leave a place youve grown into but it got to be done sometimes. I was giving a little farewell speech at this bar bq the were having for all the people leaving the office and i felt good because i was being told all my good traits.. but at...
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bliss:
Good luck!
screamqueenpinup:
Hi...thanks for the compliment and welcome back to FL!
As for "If Chins Could Kill"...well, if you love Bruce Campbell as I do you'll find it pretty interesting and really damn funny! One thing that is a big bonus about the book is that it has tons of photos, sketches and etc unlike most. It is my travel book. I take it on roadtrips to kill time. The chapters are short so you don't forget what I'm reading about between trips...
"Hail to the Chief...Baby!"
As for "If Chins Could Kill"...well, if you love Bruce Campbell as I do you'll find it pretty interesting and really damn funny! One thing that is a big bonus about the book is that it has tons of photos, sketches and etc unlike most. It is my travel book. I take it on roadtrips to kill time. The chapters are short so you don't forget what I'm reading about between trips...
"Hail to the Chief...Baby!"
We still need to get out and chill one nite.