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Ive learned two things today hard work never pays itself off and no one besides me can help me. Ok so im proud big whoop right... thats what i think my co-workers think im going to end up killin myself because i refuse to ask for the help of others. Personally i think why bother some one else when i can do shit my-fuckin-self! Ok my day might have gone bad the moment i woke up and i just let it go to shit... this kid wakes me up askin for help on a uniform... thing is he asked for my help because he was too fuckin lazy to help himself. I helped him out but fuck man... i dont know maybe im just going nuts. Maybe its because i havent gotten laid in like... well a while.

Well my weekend match my mood. Friday i needed to sleep and saturday through sunday i was on watch so sunday morning i slept. Got drunk sunday night. I went out monday to this place called black river and pretty much spent most of my time floating down this river and drinkin beer. Oh yeah i broke down and actually went out with that girl. Its fucked up to have standards but im fucked up. Nothing will come of it but i enjoyed myself. Chillin with her and her family... they are good peeps. THinkin about getting a tattoo. Thinkin about going skydivin the 13th. I really want some new kicks. I seriouslly need a new car.
Fuck ok i feel better. I just needed to vent.
BAMF!