hello SGLAND!
well it looks like i won't be here for a while. my membership will still be active but last night i got into a HUGE brawl with my mom and i left her house.
"just remember you hit me first"
that's what i remember saying the most. it was ugly and i'm feeling the effects this morning...scratches everywhere, hair coming out in handfuls, and my neck and shoulders are killing me.
what can i do right? i'm not going to sit there and let someone beat up on me and not do anything about it. i'm sitting here right now in the "upset" stage of things on vixennyx's computer, trying to figure out what i'm going to do now. what i managed to get out of my house is at my dad's. everything of mine was kicked down the stairs by her in the midst of the fighting. right now i have no shoes to wear to work, no pants for work, and no socks or underwear...LOVELY. i hate shopping but it looks like i have to go now. at the time i wasn't even sure if i had two shoes!! She told me i'm not getting the rest of my shit. i will when i bring a cop there which i will do later today hopefully. this whole thing was just ridiculous. she said she hated me, i told her i always knew that...it was just a matter of her admitting it. it's ok. we learn from each day. without this experience, i wouldn't have learned certain things in life. the sad part is, i think she's off her meds and that's what this whole thing is about, aside from guys treating her like shit....which is ALWAYS what our fights stem from. wanna know why it started?
i turned her radio off!!!
so anyway SGKIDS, i'm going to be off here for a while until i find a place to rest my head. wish me luck, this will be a new adventure for me. i've never had no place to live before. my father has a roommate now making it difficult for me to even store things there.
I'll keep you posted.
i love you all. feel free to e-mail me. the only thing i'll be able to check is my e-mail, from work, and i'll be on yahoo between 8:30 and 4:30 m-f. i might be occasionally on this computer so you can leave comments too if your little heart desires.
-CrYsTaL
p.s. congratulate vixennyx, she won us slipknot tickets at 5am this morning. RAD! at least i have SOMETHING to look forward to.
well it looks like i won't be here for a while. my membership will still be active but last night i got into a HUGE brawl with my mom and i left her house.
"just remember you hit me first"
that's what i remember saying the most. it was ugly and i'm feeling the effects this morning...scratches everywhere, hair coming out in handfuls, and my neck and shoulders are killing me.
what can i do right? i'm not going to sit there and let someone beat up on me and not do anything about it. i'm sitting here right now in the "upset" stage of things on vixennyx's computer, trying to figure out what i'm going to do now. what i managed to get out of my house is at my dad's. everything of mine was kicked down the stairs by her in the midst of the fighting. right now i have no shoes to wear to work, no pants for work, and no socks or underwear...LOVELY. i hate shopping but it looks like i have to go now. at the time i wasn't even sure if i had two shoes!! She told me i'm not getting the rest of my shit. i will when i bring a cop there which i will do later today hopefully. this whole thing was just ridiculous. she said she hated me, i told her i always knew that...it was just a matter of her admitting it. it's ok. we learn from each day. without this experience, i wouldn't have learned certain things in life. the sad part is, i think she's off her meds and that's what this whole thing is about, aside from guys treating her like shit....which is ALWAYS what our fights stem from. wanna know why it started?
i turned her radio off!!!
so anyway SGKIDS, i'm going to be off here for a while until i find a place to rest my head. wish me luck, this will be a new adventure for me. i've never had no place to live before. my father has a roommate now making it difficult for me to even store things there.
I'll keep you posted.
i love you all. feel free to e-mail me. the only thing i'll be able to check is my e-mail, from work, and i'll be on yahoo between 8:30 and 4:30 m-f. i might be occasionally on this computer so you can leave comments too if your little heart desires.
-CrYsTaL
p.s. congratulate vixennyx, she won us slipknot tickets at 5am this morning. RAD! at least i have SOMETHING to look forward to.
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