"Field Of Innocence"

I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems...
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you know my man really is the biggest sweetheart in the world, he does alot for me,treats me really good and is pretty much always there for me when i need him. I love him to death and would do anything for him. I have alot going on and he's been really sweet to me this month and believe me i needed it. Well anyhow...
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today went as planned we put the boat in and are waiting for warm weather.
I'm kinda depressed today. Did you ever sit with someone and just watch every move they make. Like how they talk to you, or look at you,or even just the little things like how they respond to the things that you say to them?
Or did you ever try so...
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today was nice we got the boat in the water and are ready for it to warm up. This rain really isn't helpin my depressed mood. I'm just worried about the near future and can't really do anything to change it other than that everythings good

complain of the day- my man's on nightshift

positive side- hopefully he'll come home in the morning snuggle up...
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Today is so gorgeous out summer looks like it's on the way

i have issues this month i cant wait til its over and everythings back to normal i feel really bad i love my man to death and really just am struggling to be my sweetheart self I'm just stressed out and i hope he doesnt think i love him any less he really does mean the world to me he holds my heart i just...
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So i have class tonight and i really don't want to go but i love everything we learn when i started i had my heart set on this as my career and i never expected it to be as great as it really is . I can't wait to be done (in june) if i pass the state certification tests and be able to actually...
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Okay the whole treat others how you want to be treated thing really is starting to mean something to me i am the biggest sweetheart to everyone i make friends like crazy and can pretty much keep a roomful of people that i don't know talkin and having fun but at home with the person i love i tend to vent my lil stresses out...
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Well i can't get over this tired thing all the time i'm just drained well any way i'll be on later and type to everyone