serenity069

Okay so today i've had an epiphany. I am with the man of my dreams and I finally trust him 100% which is really hard to admit but i really do. I love him to death and i hope we are together forever. He is the most caring, understanding,considerate, sweetheart i have ever met. Besides that he gives me orgasms like you wouldn't believe on a daily basis and is into all of the kinkiy things that i love to do. For a while now i have been dwelling on the past and refusing to let him see or love the kinky things that i can't live without. well i'm so over that. i'm a freak at heart and have been so caught up in everything bad in my life right now to realize i was depriving myself of happiness and fun. I would love to strip for my man(and monday it's on thats a forwarning baby) i love threesomes, angry sex (yes i love to take a beating), public sex, orgys, toys, and a whole bunch of private fantasies that i hope to fulfill in the near future. I guess the whole point in this entry is to vent and let it be said. I'm tired of being this untrusting,jealous,self conscious asshole i've been for along time now. i guess this is part of my whole self fulfilling prophecy kicki'm on right now