serenity069

Did you ever sit down and take the time to really think about where you are in your life or who it is that you really want to transform into?
i have and here are my conclusions..... Right now i'm really happy i have found the guy of my dreams and we are getting along great, I am in school 2 months away from state certification tests and hopefully the career of my dreams, I am finally content with the person i am and although i am comfortable in my skin i do need to make some changes in how i react to certain situations. I have managed to form a relationship with my relatives whom i thought would never feel that i would get anywhere in life, basically i have turned everything negative about myself into a positive and gained a reputation that i'm really proud of.
Lately i have been really stressed out i have my hearing against my rapists on monday and am scared to death. there is all kinds of evidence but it can still go either way anyhow my point being i've spent the whole week in a bad mood. i really haven't taken anytime to sit down and think about any of the positive things that i have going for me right now . I have been so caught up in myself that i have forgotten to to let everyone know that i really do appreciate their being here for me.
which brings me to who it is that i want to transform into. I really don't know. what i do know is that i want to be able to deal with the negative situations withut forgetting the positive in my life. I want to have the state of mind that even if things are going really stressful for me i can sit down and remind myself that no matter how bad things get i know i have people who love me and support me and that things will always get better.

But the thing i want the most outta life is for everyone to know that i care about them and support them and that no matter who they are i won't judge or belittle them. If that is all that i ever have going for me i would be ecstatic.