Kay, somebody finally asked where I was at, so I'll finally post.
I have been simply too odd feeling and such to post.
I don't know what to say to Derek in the email I'm supposed to write him back. On one hand, I want to bitch and yell and scream. Another part of me wants to be super nice and civil. And yet another...
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I have been simply too odd feeling and such to post.
I don't know what to say to Derek in the email I'm supposed to write him back. On one hand, I want to bitch and yell and scream. Another part of me wants to be super nice and civil. And yet another...
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bobdylan5:
Ah, welcome to my world. The horror...the horror...oh, and the tinsel...the tinsel

bobdylan5:
Well, anyway, have a Merry X-Mas

I just read, in 2 hours, the book "He's Just Not That Into You - The No-Excuses Truth To Understanding Guys" by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo.
Best. Fucking. Book. Ever.
I laughed, I cried, and I am fucking liberated!
HELL YES! Every woman, go read this book. Stop wasting your time on guys who don't deserve you. Don't waste the pretty.
Fucking brilliant.
Best. Fucking. Book. Ever.
I laughed, I cried, and I am fucking liberated!
HELL YES! Every woman, go read this book. Stop wasting your time on guys who don't deserve you. Don't waste the pretty.
Fucking brilliant.
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rabidus:
Hey - where u-at?
I'm really sick of feeling the way I do.
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kaskata:
find yourself a playground and all will be well
you owe me some pictures by the way

you owe me some pictures by the way

infinity:
change is good...
Ehgebluhh.............
So, it's after 4:30 in the morning.
I did my exam, it went relatively well. The section worth almost half the test was super hard though, and I think I may have botched it.
I went down to Second Troy after the exam. There was a poetry reading and Bluesman 5000 (Ian's group!). I went and sort of studied, and picked out clothing for...
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So, it's after 4:30 in the morning.
I did my exam, it went relatively well. The section worth almost half the test was super hard though, and I think I may have botched it.

I went down to Second Troy after the exam. There was a poetry reading and Bluesman 5000 (Ian's group!). I went and sort of studied, and picked out clothing for...
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infinity:
i love the site so much...
well good luck studying.
and hope you can sleep
well good luck studying.
and hope you can sleep

rabidus:
so... when does the semester end?
what are you doing for the holidays??
take care!
what are you doing for the holidays??
take care!

Short Post:
On average I don't get much sleep. These last couple of weeks have been especially brutal, with me not getting to bed before 6 am each night. But I'm still doing good.
But, things have been......and I have been up for 39 hours straight. With no sleep.
And I am still not tired.
However, I am somewhat worried that the moment my body...
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On average I don't get much sleep. These last couple of weeks have been especially brutal, with me not getting to bed before 6 am each night. But I'm still doing good.
But, things have been......and I have been up for 39 hours straight. With no sleep.
And I am still not tired.
However, I am somewhat worried that the moment my body...
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bobdylan5:
Hey, good luck with your exam! Get some sleep!

infinity:
good luck with both the exam and the sleep!
Warning: possible rant, and bitchy post ahead. You have been forewarned.
So, I got dumped. By email. After a year and a half relationship. I had totally built up a little mental barricade with the whole "he doesn't treat me right, I'm going to break up with him" thing. And then he went and dumped me, and my barricade went *poof*. I mean, I still...
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So, I got dumped. By email. After a year and a half relationship. I had totally built up a little mental barricade with the whole "he doesn't treat me right, I'm going to break up with him" thing. And then he went and dumped me, and my barricade went *poof*. I mean, I still...
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aandp:
omg,
thats the worst.
*hug*
im so sorry babe.
you deserve better than a person who breaks up over the interweb. how lame.
thats the worst.
*hug*
im so sorry babe.
you deserve better than a person who breaks up over the interweb. how lame.

infinity:
:hugs: ♥ and
he was a jerk for doing that...
well you shouldnt give up. do what you want to do, and you will find someone you want who wants you.

:hugs: ♥ and

he was a jerk for doing that...
well you shouldnt give up. do what you want to do, and you will find someone you want who wants you.
I am writing profuse amounts of journal entries, because I have no life.
Actually I do, I'm just bored at the moment.
I slept in 15 minutes into my exam. And went in my pajamas. I am the sex goddess of the exam room!
Or not.
I am sad that I don't have that many friends, or a good solid niche on this site. I...
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Actually I do, I'm just bored at the moment.
I slept in 15 minutes into my exam. And went in my pajamas. I am the sex goddess of the exam room!

I am sad that I don't have that many friends, or a good solid niche on this site. I...
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cmaxwell:
just a pun on your not seeing my type lately.
my type is older...out of touch...and easily dissatisfied..
also loving, kind, peaceful, generous, and out of touch..
nothing personal re my lack of response, just generally feel bored with sg of late, and doing other things.
if we have a chance to chat, we could see if we clicked. you got IM--email me your handle
how are you hardcore?
my type is older...out of touch...and easily dissatisfied..
also loving, kind, peaceful, generous, and out of touch..
nothing personal re my lack of response, just generally feel bored with sg of late, and doing other things.
if we have a chance to chat, we could see if we clicked. you got IM--email me your handle
how are you hardcore?
infinity:
long friends lists are overrated...it comes to the point where you cant read everyone's journals anymore.
well you took the exam that's all that matters.
well you took the exam that's all that matters.
So, I'm "studying" right now, for my exam in 5 hours.
I got a wrong number on my cell at 2:40 in the morning. The guy told me I have a sexy voice. Then he called back, apologized again, and complimented me on my sexy voice, AGAIN.
I had a nice hot bath, and drank bottled water, read my class notes, and had a Fun-dip....
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I got a wrong number on my cell at 2:40 in the morning. The guy told me I have a sexy voice. Then he called back, apologized again, and complimented me on my sexy voice, AGAIN.
I had a nice hot bath, and drank bottled water, read my class notes, and had a Fun-dip....
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So, I've been hiding out, in bed, and such, which explains my odd absence for the last couple of days.
I went on a smoking binge (bad me) and yeah, went through a few days not quite at my normal level. I've been thinking about alot of things recently, and I semi-snapped, and yeah, thought about hooking up with somebody. But I did not. Because...
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I went on a smoking binge (bad me) and yeah, went through a few days not quite at my normal level. I've been thinking about alot of things recently, and I semi-snapped, and yeah, thought about hooking up with somebody. But I did not. Because...
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infinity:
awww....sorry the relationship ended like that.
that is not too much to ask. it's exatcly what you get when you see that special someone.
you shouldnt lose your sanity over this, its just what seems to be a pretty standard set of expectations.
dont give up on this...and there are a lot of good people on this site...
that is not too much to ask. it's exatcly what you get when you see that special someone.
you shouldnt lose your sanity over this, its just what seems to be a pretty standard set of expectations.
dont give up on this...and there are a lot of good people on this site...
bobdylan5:
Hey...don't go crazy over it. I mean all the way crazy.
Relationships are hard. People are hard. I like what Charles Bukowski had to say: "I don't hate people--I just seem to feel better when they are not around."
I hope you find that special someone. I really do.
Relationships are hard. People are hard. I like what Charles Bukowski had to say: "I don't hate people--I just seem to feel better when they are not around."
I hope you find that special someone. I really do.

So, the party on Friday was good. If I knew how to inlay pictures, I would, but I don't, so you will all just have to go look at my photos and take a look. It was fun. I wish I was more of a drinker. But I'm a pussy. I merely smoked all evening.
On Saturday, I lay in bed until 4 pm. But...
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aandp:
your weekend sounds like my weekend.
im slowly become addicted to sg.
this is a great place.
full of hot people and good coversations.

im slowly become addicted to sg.
this is a great place.
full of hot people and good coversations.
colinc:
Suicide girls and it's people make me smile, and give my life the little extra "oomph" I need. *does a dance*
I know exactly how you feel
It gives me a little more oomph too, and i feel its also edging me towards the person i want to be!
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I know exactly how you feel

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