serenekerosene

Ok, look, I'm going to do an actual update.

So, what's been going on with me:

I am still working as a waitress. I enjoy tips. I've been putting extra tip money into a piggy bank to save up for my next tattoo. At the one shop I got a quote of 75, I'm going to check the other shop and see what they say. If I can get it down lower, I'm going to see if I can swing it this paycheck (though it's most likely not going to happen *tear*) Then after that, it's saving up for the big job. 400 buckaroos, most likely. I'll put up the patterns for my future endevours, for all to see.

I have been feeling rather messed up recently, and don't really care about anything. It's a dangerous outlook to have when approaching exams for school. And I haven't been to classes in FOREVER, becuase I just don't care. But it's not something to worry about, because I'm taking the necessary steps to figure out what's going on with me, and fix it.

No, I still don't have a date. It makes me somewhat sad and irritable. But, once again, obviously I will survive. I'm just a suck. And human contact/relationships mean a fair amount to me (even though people say they shouldn't. My response, go fuck yerself).

School will be done soon, then I can be merry and go play outside in the increasingly nice weather!

I've been considering applying to be a suicide girl. Really shaky on the concept though. Hopefully that will also become more clear in the next little while.

What else? Oh, hobbies. I'm trying to start to make jewellry, for myself and friends, and possibly as a paying hobby. Because I've been buying a lot of jewellry at craft sales and stuff, and I realized "hey, I could do this!" and hey, why not? So, I'm trying to look into that.

I have a new haircut, when I'm not so lazy, I'll upload some piccys and post them.

until next time, chill, drop me a line, hope to hear from you guys! (and check out my tatt designs, I love input!)