serendipitous

So...... It has been a long long time since I've been able to update! Sometime after the many hurricanes we had my laptop stopped working.... at least my internet did and I needed my computer fors chool so I couldn't really be away from it long enough to have it fixed, etc.... byt my fabulous brother fixed it the other night! I didn't ask what it was because it was probably over my head, but yay!!! I'm online again!

That's the upside... the downside is that my newest journal has some yucky news.... I was pretty much fired today. They wat to call it a "sabbatical" because they want me to come back in 6-12 months. I've worked there for 8 1/2 years and the owners recently (within the last year) branched out on their own and now they can't afford me. How could I work for them again though? It's really a ridiculous thought. My ego is bruised because I have never been close to being fired and I'm not sure what to do now. How do you go about finding a new job? I mean I know the how of it, but damn it will be weird. More crap is that I was supposed to go to my b-friend's parent's house tonight for hanukkah but I felt like I would be such a downer that I decided not to go and I feel bad about that even though they were all very understanding about it.

I'm sort of pissed about this whole thing.... well, I am actually still very pissed about it but I know that everything happens for a reason.... I just wish I knew what that reason was right now.

Anyways... enough down crap. School is almost over for the semester and so far I have 4 A's. I really feel like I pushed myself to the limit this semester but that does make me one step closer to whever it is I'm going to be. And it's December which is my favorite month. I'm a Christmas junkie (just gives me an excuse to buy stuff for the people I love) and it's also my b-day month. Hope everyone is doing fab and here's to a good December!

Kisses