Monday Jan 03, 2011

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HhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmM

I guess we all have those up and down days.

I think I'm a little down today from stress, I'm on vacation away from my home, but I keep just wanting to be back in my house, with my bed, my snake, and my friends.

I miss people that I didn't realize I'd miss.

Right before I left, I turned myself off of the idea of being in a relationship for a while. But now I'm debating that idea, I don't think I should completely close that thought off...

Why am I behaving so strangely lately???
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bedheadchicken:
these things are never easy. I think the only thing you can do is never make inflexible rules for yourself.

trust in yourself. you're one of the best people I know.
mrbaker:
I'm in a similar spot Serena, and a friend reminded me the other day that at least part of being down is letting yourself be down; its at least partially a choice (even if only a small part).

Anyway, I can't say much about the relationship thing, personally, I miss that "special" human contact, so a relationship sounds really appealing...
For you, I wouldn't recommend turning that off, there are too many simple pleasures that can be derived from simply being open to the thought of romance/love/whatev. My advice: don't "look" just don't shut your eyes wink

Mr.Baker

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