seraphicchaos

it's been forever since i updated this. but who can blame me...i have two kids under the age of four and i'm still in the process of moving.

i can't believe kaden's going to be two in less than a month. i think i'm getting old. i'm also trying to lose weight because ever since i had kaden, my weight has been on a pogo stick. i think it's mostly thanks to the asshole men that were in my life until last august. unfortunately, my weight decided to settle down at a point that is unacceptably high to me. fry, of course, says all the time that i'm beautiful, blah blah blah. but i'm still not happy, so i'm working on losing the post-baby yo-yo weight. and no, i am not anorexic. haha. i actually have a realistic body image and my goal weight is very reasonable considering i have wide hips and two kids.

i'm going to the beach in july. i can't fucking wait! haven't had a real vacation without kids in four years. so as long as duhneil's asshole boy-toy keeps his shit together while we're there, if she brings him, we'll have a great time. and if he gets out of line, well, i've heard the ocean does wonderful things to dead bodies.

that's all for now, i think. perhaps i should try to update this more....i'll give it a shot. meow.