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septmaster

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Sunday Oct 16, 2005

Oct 16, 2005
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Bret Easton is still up there in my profile pic. So Sorry. I've had the camera for a good week now, but haven't been online in while. Lazy. Emotional crap keeping me down. I don't feel like doing anything productive when I feel like that, so my studying has slackened and my home is getting messier.

School tomorrow. I've already graduated, so this is just for my "self-improvement". Grades are not important. yet, I feel the need to get better than an F. Should I really put much effort into getting a good grade in a class that counts for nothing? Failing gives me the same benefits as passing with an A.

Been depressed, like my life is going nowhere, but I guess it's more like it's being delayed. I've felt better since talking to my ex, but being near her just brings more unpleasant thoughts, which I won't go into.

Why am I talking to you?


I will try to get my photo up there soon.


Love Much
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crayne:
The big difference between us is that I don't want my ex to still be with me. Some part of me will always long for the time we had together, but overall it's better for both of us to be apart and living our own lives.

If you still have feelings for your ex, listen to Asrai and take your distance. You'll only end up getting hurt. And hurt. And hurt...

Hang in there. wink
Oct 18, 2005
asrai:
yeah, i'm hoping it will go up soon
Oct 18, 2005

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