sep05

With all the people who work with me, how the hell can
I be the only one who knows how to hook a fucking
notebook up to a projector?

Fucking idiots.

I'll be a quarter of a century old in 19 minutes.

I'm going to bed.

I really can't remember my last 10 or so birthdays. I don't remember last year's. I remember 2002 because I had to pull 24 hr duty on it. 2001 I bought myself an Xbox .But really I've never had anykind of birthday experience. I mean when I was a kid yeah my parents did stuff for me but the last one I actually remember is...
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9 hours today, 9 tomorrow. Stupid Christmas trees. The only good thing is that I occasionally get tips. But it really is a bitch to tie them on cars.

Twenty more days and then I'll only be working 40hrs a week, as opposed to 70.

Can't sleep. Clown'll eat me. Cant't sleep. Clown'll eat me.

I'm going to bed.

Things I've said in the past 24hrs that made me go WTF:

-I should see that because I really do enjoy Andrew Lloyd Webber productions.

-I really do love that window treatment.

-OMG I love this song! (Kylie Minogue
Can't Get You Outta My Head

This is just off of the top of my head but no wonder everyone at work thinks I'm gay. But...
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No money. No clean clothes. No food. Wait, I have leftovers from yesterday.

I ended up cooking myself a Thanksgiving dinner. I cooked a turkey! It was really good too. The money, this is pretty much also a lie. I have $20 and I think I still have like $25 in the bank. Going to clean today, do some laundry, and then probably go out...
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I totally made a 44 year-old guy at work cry today. Well indirectly.

It all started cause I had to start work at 4 this morning. So I called in at 11 to say that I was just gonna go straight home. Like 5 minutes afterwards I get a call which I didn't answer because I knew it was someone from the office telling me...
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I finally broke down and bought an Ipod. Man do I ever love it. I had to justify my reasons for buying one to all of my coworkers. They thought I was totally stupid for wanting one. Well now they're gonna get them too. I really hate them.

Had to sit in on suicide awareness training today. So sad that people have to be taught...
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I've concluded that I won't be able to finish out my second job through xmas.

It's always a depressing time of year and I'm always able to get through it without problems. I don't think I'll be able to handle selling xmas trees and not have an emotional breakdown this year. I hate having to quit a job and screw other people over, but I...
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I made a girl cry today at work. I feel bad, yet I feel as though I've accomplished something. I mean I was on my way out and she told me to go grab a package and bring it up to the office. Knowing that the task would take nearly a half hour, I straight up said no. But I offered to cover the phones...
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I think lonliness has officially set in. The woman who I was with one year ago and was utterly in love with me and I totally blew off has once again become someone I desire.

We've been talking much since then, but as it turns out she has found someone else and will be moving 800 miles to be with him.

Envy? Lust?

I'm just...
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