Monday Mar 01, 2004

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Sadly enough, I can't get this woman out of my head. I know that she isn't someone who's got long term potential but...

I love talking to her and she's extremely intelligent. But then again she's 8 years older, has 2 kids, and well is kind of married (separated for 3 years).

I mean really. WTF?

Left shoulder: Fuck her!
Right shoulder: Fuck off!
bridget:
It looks as though your <as of yet nameless> cat needs her nails clipped. I have scars from my cat's first few days at home. No I trim his nails every two weeks or so.

Sunday Feb 29, 2004

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You see someone walking down the street. They make eye contact with you and then they say, not hi, not hello, but "How're you doing?"

You reply back with a "Pretty good thanks" and continue on.

I personally feel kind of like a dickhead for not saying something like "fine, how about you?" But I mean really, I don't give a shit. So why make...
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bridget:
Yeah, people are stupid, what can you do. Sometimes, however, people are just tired. Take the time I was in a cab to the airport. When I got out, the driver said, "have a nice trip." I waved at him and said, "thanks, you too." While he was going on a trip, he was going to bring someone else from the airport to the city, I don't think that was the response he was expecting. I was obviously listening, but not thinking.

Saturday Feb 28, 2004

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Yesterday I did this whole attraction test on match.com. Well it turns out one among other things is that I like women that are older than me.

At first I was like, hell no. Then I thought about my last girlfriend and well she was 4 years older. Not a whole lot older. But then lastnight I was at the bar and ended up going...
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bridget:
Is catface a boy or a girl or an other?
pulloffmywings:
you like sneakerpimps and poe? you rock biggrin

Thursday Feb 26, 2004

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I've noticed tonight that I have a thing for faces. It's usually not the body or anything else, but all the women who I seem to be attracted to all tend to have similar facial characteristics. Usually it's the nose and eyes. Kinda weird.

Sunday Feb 22, 2004

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It's really disappointing when you see the woman you have a slight crush on walk away with another man.

Well somewhat disappointing.
bridget:
I just have to say that the comment you just left in my journal really made my night a lot better. Thanks so much and please update me on the kitty search.

So people mistake you for a baby killer, but you are not a baby killer. Hmmm, that means you are either a Marine or an abortionist. Yes?

Sunday Feb 22, 2004

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So this whole Todd TV thing is a pretty cool concept. Well the show isn't all that great but the concept is. I mean I should totally do something like that. Aside from work I really have no life. I really do need some direction right now. I want to move but I can't because I still have 18months on my contract. All I can...
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Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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Do women ever actually realize that they've reached the psycho point or do they just think that everything they do is justified?

Sunday Feb 15, 2004

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No matter where I go, I always seem to attract old guys. I mean they're cool to talk to and all but I went to a new bar tonight and well this dude totally paid for half of my tab. I mean why? This always happens. Am I just that cool (to senior citizens) that they buy my drinks, or is it because I have...
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sep05:
So this guy who's usually at the bar has an extra ticket to a Wizard's game on Friday and well he invited me, which is totally cool, it's just he's just not someone who I can hang out with. He's just a guy who I listen to and occasionally share a thought or two with. I mean, I need friends but this isn't someone who I can really relate to on any level. He's 9 years older than me and well he's like a borderline redneck.

I pretty much grew up all around rednecks and vowed never to become one. They're usually good people and all but nothing I can ever really get into. He also invited me to go to a NASCAR race with him and a couple friends but I don't even know about that. I mean really, cars driving in circles? I'll have to be utterly tanked to enjoy that. I'm not being too open-minded about it but still, I just don't see it.

Basically I just need to find a new place where I can drink in public and have some alone time. I know I can do that at home too but I just need to be able to observe people and stuff. I'm just crazy like that.
sep05:
Now since I just commented on my own journal when I actually meant to make another entry is pretty damn sad. Or is the comment to the comment even more saddening? Basically, I've become a bitch to the alcohol.

Sunday Feb 15, 2004

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My Tv is totally stuck on the weather channel and by stuck I mean, I'm too damn lazy to look for the remote or walk up and change it.

I'm going to go out tonight too, well almost anyplace that serves alcohol. My usual bar is starting to suck. It was cool for awhile but then, everyone started to get to know me and now...
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