Which is worse? To be intentionally rude, or to have said something rude and be so daft as to only partially get it?
I offended one of the few people who honesty interests me as a worthwhile human being. Was my mistake in telling them that my first impression of them was inconclusive? Or did I not convey that properly?
And I write this all...
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I offended one of the few people who honesty interests me as a worthwhile human being. Was my mistake in telling them that my first impression of them was inconclusive? Or did I not convey that properly?
And I write this all...
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marigold:
cheer up, emo kid. worry about yourself and not the impression you give other people. it's never as bad as you think it is.
marigold:
you and i both know it was the megaman part that redeemed the day. 
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I really feel like I should and want to write about something, but I just can't muster up the desire or direction to really do it productively. There are plenty of thoughts on my mind right now, but that's nothing new. Things aren't exactly going great, and I've felt this way for quite some time, but for some reason, I no longer feel like I...
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kinkerbelle:
Maybe you need to get drunkard, and party your ass off. 
eyesofatragedy:
implosion would be a very welcoming experience... id implode.. disapear... and no one would miss me
Alright, it's one of those nights, so I have a request for those of you out there that are up to it. Contact me. Leave an interesting comment, send me an IM, E-mail me, whatever. I'm just itching for some communication and, believe it or not, this is one of the more likely places for me to look for it. So!
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lacey:
so you haven't been to a funeral? well, i can tell you how it goes. first, there will be some priest, probably someone the dead guy didn't even know and probably wouldn't like. he will say some crap that is so stupid that you will say 'thank jesus i'm an athiest'. unless you're not, i mean, and then maybe you'll think it's sweet. i don't know.
then someone will probably drag some little children up to speak (because they think it's cute and don't realize it's emotionally scarring them). the little children will probably say something hideously inappropriate ("i miss grandma because she always bought me power rangers and i love power rangers"). the women will cry, the men will adjust their dusty ties.
then the adults will speak. it's always the same, i think- 'so-and-so spread so much love is his lifetime. let's give back by continuing to pass on his love to others'. blah blah blah.
my rough draft read something like 'shit happens'. but the family's catholic so i finally, grudgingly, dolled it up with a bit of that 'fondest memories and deepest sympathies' sort of stuff. otherwise, who knows, they might try to 'cast out my demons ' later in the day. and i'll have a train to catch.
..and anyway, don't worry too much about me, i'm always emotionally destroyed. this isn't anything new. just the icing on my shit cake.
x
L
then someone will probably drag some little children up to speak (because they think it's cute and don't realize it's emotionally scarring them). the little children will probably say something hideously inappropriate ("i miss grandma because she always bought me power rangers and i love power rangers"). the women will cry, the men will adjust their dusty ties.
then the adults will speak. it's always the same, i think- 'so-and-so spread so much love is his lifetime. let's give back by continuing to pass on his love to others'. blah blah blah.
my rough draft read something like 'shit happens'. but the family's catholic so i finally, grudgingly, dolled it up with a bit of that 'fondest memories and deepest sympathies' sort of stuff. otherwise, who knows, they might try to 'cast out my demons ' later in the day. and i'll have a train to catch.
..and anyway, don't worry too much about me, i'm always emotionally destroyed. this isn't anything new. just the icing on my shit cake.
x
L
basurablanca:
indeed, it was splended to not meet you...
Well, well, well, well, well.
I have now met many to several members of the SGCO group. Mind you, I won't be able to remember half of their names come tomorrow, but I shall certainly remember that every single one of them was incredibly nice and welcoming.
Caught a bus at around 6 p.m. to head toward the restaurant we were meeting at. A cozy...
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I have now met many to several members of the SGCO group. Mind you, I won't be able to remember half of their names come tomorrow, but I shall certainly remember that every single one of them was incredibly nice and welcoming.
Caught a bus at around 6 p.m. to head toward the restaurant we were meeting at. A cozy...
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limbictides:
It was cool meeting you...next year maybe we'll get to actually hang out!
paragon:
Holy cow, that was me in the HOV lane! Haha, just joking. Anyway, thanks for the post.
I wish I would have known about the scooby meeting last night, I would have tried to come out to it.
And it wouldn't be a waste of advice at all. I'm taking all I can get right now. Yes, I pretty much know that it's going to be hard getting used to things here. It's going to take time to just comfortable again. But it never hurts getting support from people, so thanks a bunch for the post and chat invite
Your sense of humor sounds very familiar. I'm often sitting wondering who I'm going to offend or piss off with my very blunt and sarcastic comments, so I feel your pain. Is there a good place to check for group meetings? I guess if this was your first one, you are new to them also, but I would love to get out and meet some people.
Paragon
I wish I would have known about the scooby meeting last night, I would have tried to come out to it.
And it wouldn't be a waste of advice at all. I'm taking all I can get right now. Yes, I pretty much know that it's going to be hard getting used to things here. It's going to take time to just comfortable again. But it never hurts getting support from people, so thanks a bunch for the post and chat invite
Your sense of humor sounds very familiar. I'm often sitting wondering who I'm going to offend or piss off with my very blunt and sarcastic comments, so I feel your pain. Is there a good place to check for group meetings? I guess if this was your first one, you are new to them also, but I would love to get out and meet some people.
Paragon
There are so many people filled with beauty.
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jade:
I agree. I wish more people could see that.
ansia:
Thank you for the comment you made in the "your first impression on the person before you ..." thread 
I've been going through an introspective mood as of late. Alright, that's a complete and total lie of sorts.. I'm always in an introspective mood. But rather, an unabashed in the face of humility kind of introspection.
It may seem trivial or silly to some, but it required a great deal of difficulty on my part to come to this conclusion. And the effect of...
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It may seem trivial or silly to some, but it required a great deal of difficulty on my part to come to this conclusion. And the effect of...
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It's late and I am incredibly bored and incredibly lonely. So, I took the time to try and get some more pictures on here. Make my little area just a touch more personal and individualized. It now includes a folder for my trip to Washington D.C., as well as a folder that.. well, that I'm going to utilize in an attempt to convey as accurate...
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click_here:
..............and you have a pic of spiderman.
Figures you would know who Stan the man was.
I learned all comic book based movies are horrible. Yes, all of them. I will never ever watch one in a theater.
Figures you would know who Stan the man was.
I learned all comic book based movies are horrible. Yes, all of them. I will never ever watch one in a theater.
click_here:
such as?
Maybe I can go as far as saying the original Batman with Micheal Keaton was good, (actually I will stick by that) and possibly parts of X-Men, but I must say all other ones were horrible.
Maybe I can go as far as saying the original Batman with Micheal Keaton was good, (actually I will stick by that) and possibly parts of X-Men, but I must say all other ones were horrible.
Not too much to say for today, other than I got a haircut and now look somewhere in the vicinity of hotness, though I have low standards. Also, a quick shoutout to Marigold, who was kind enough to be my partner in crime throughout most of the boards I visited today, with my currently oh-so abundant free time.
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user304975207:
Nathan Lane was a cop in Addams Family Values. Like a tiny little part.
I only know cause I watched it that day.
I only know cause I watched it that day.
stickyrice:
Proud to add you as a friend.
'Tis official. I am without job, but I am registered for classes. After a year and a half of doing nothing but getting up, going to work, coming home, paying the bills, and going to sleep, I am finally taking that oh-so elusive step forward into the realm of continued education. Lack of finances be damned! I will find a way.
I must admit that...
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jade:
Maybe you can teach some of the new and young faces about the joys of the classics. Everyone's got to start out somewhere, right?
kinkerbelle:
I don't have to listen to music to make me that way, but it happens sometimes.