i went to borders 2 or 3 yesterdays ago on the mission to find a new journal as I has cover to cover'd my last one.
while browsing i heard a woman tell the manager behind me that an old woman had fallen in the parking lot.
I identified myself as an EMT and followed the manager outside to help.
it was a little old...
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while browsing i heard a woman tell the manager behind me that an old woman had fallen in the parking lot.
I identified myself as an EMT and followed the manager outside to help.
it was a little old...
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Drawing lines in sand, knowing the tide will wash them away
when I was a little girl I wanted to touch the stars
but I know now I never could -
their beauty would burn.
it's all about perspective
perception
interpretation.
same facts, different truths
different conclusions drawn.
prejudiced subconsciously by our pasts
all words begin to have no feeling and hidden meanings.
Riddles wrap...
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when I was a little girl I wanted to touch the stars
but I know now I never could -
their beauty would burn.
it's all about perspective
perception
interpretation.
same facts, different truths
different conclusions drawn.
prejudiced subconsciously by our pasts
all words begin to have no feeling and hidden meanings.
Riddles wrap...
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xalicex:
how you feeling hun?
realistic67:
Hang in there, have courage, there are better days ahead....
i may have spoken too soon
or maybe i really do doubt everything
what's wrong with me?
I don't know, but sometimes (which is a lot more than never) I have the strength to stand up for myself, I value myself enough to know I am being disrespected and that I know i deserve better.
I've drawn lines in sand so many times.
she was...
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or maybe i really do doubt everything
what's wrong with me?
I don't know, but sometimes (which is a lot more than never) I have the strength to stand up for myself, I value myself enough to know I am being disrespected and that I know i deserve better.
I've drawn lines in sand so many times.
she was...
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schuldig:
sounds like you should be leaving anyway. And besides, zoloft is one of the worst anti-depression meds you can take. More often than not it makes the patient more depressed than they were without it. Or other aweful side effects.
realistic67:
Hey, thru medicade... can't you get a Home Care nurse to help you when things are tough? Yes, I know that's not as personal than your GF but an outsider might help you get emotionally level. Which in turn would probably help your condition. Or at least your personal emotional state.
Hope your feeling better.. everything will be OK.. You just have to trust yourself and be honest about what you WANT....
Hope your feeling better.. everything will be OK.. You just have to trust yourself and be honest about what you WANT....
i'm engaged.
no date set
its more of a commitment ring
it's good
a step in the right direction
I love her
no date set
its more of a commitment ring
it's good
a step in the right direction
I love her
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xalicex:
aww congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jasper:
wooohoo!! you go, girlie 
fuck a fork
there's a switchblade in the road
do I continue on the uphill path in the name of love
or should I stop
and give up
and begin anew
but alone?
I don't know
what else is new though right?
sigh.
there's a switchblade in the road
do I continue on the uphill path in the name of love
or should I stop
and give up
and begin anew
but alone?
I don't know
what else is new though right?
sigh.
"everything that keeps me together is falling apart, I got this thing I consider my only art of fucking people over" -Modest Mouse
I am writing this here because I have no other outlet.
Alyssa, the girl Adriane (my g/f) cheated on me with, that caused so many problems, who helped make my life a living hell for quite sometime, she fucking showed up at...
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I am writing this here because I have no other outlet.
Alyssa, the girl Adriane (my g/f) cheated on me with, that caused so many problems, who helped make my life a living hell for quite sometime, she fucking showed up at...
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sensory:
took e. it made me honest. tears were shed and all that happy horseshit.
but still...... I stood up for myself very very obviously, which I have not done before.
am I a fool? or am I a fool for love? love makes people do craay and stupid things.... and the other hand :sometimes love isn't enough.... it's a sad but honest assessment.
for someone who is so focused on the "how does it work" and the "whys" of anything of interest to her, but she has pretty consciously avoided speculation or reason behind the action. I told her (again) that she needs to make that effort.
I doubt myself sometimes.
I doubt everything sometimes.
when is enough? how much can I take before I give up and walk away?
is her behavior stemming from the belief that I will tolerate bullshit and not leave her?
what is real?
the lines are all blurred
but I put them in piles anyway.
but still...... I stood up for myself very very obviously, which I have not done before.
am I a fool? or am I a fool for love? love makes people do craay and stupid things.... and the other hand :sometimes love isn't enough.... it's a sad but honest assessment.
for someone who is so focused on the "how does it work" and the "whys" of anything of interest to her, but she has pretty consciously avoided speculation or reason behind the action. I told her (again) that she needs to make that effort.
I doubt myself sometimes.
I doubt everything sometimes.
when is enough? how much can I take before I give up and walk away?
is her behavior stemming from the belief that I will tolerate bullshit and not leave her?
what is real?
the lines are all blurred
but I put them in piles anyway.
The Iditarod starts on March1st.
Learn about the Iditarod
follow the link and learn about it if you have the chace. it's pretty damn cool. I've always wanted to run in the Iditarod. There are two kinds of people who do the Iditarod - those who do it to win and those who do it to finish. I would fall in the just to finish...
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Learn about the Iditarod
follow the link and learn about it if you have the chace. it's pretty damn cool. I've always wanted to run in the Iditarod. There are two kinds of people who do the Iditarod - those who do it to win and those who do it to finish. I would fall in the just to finish...
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xalicex:
wow rather you than me! its looks amazing but im far too lazy. i wish you the best of luck though!
blah.
I sleep more than a sedated sloth with mono.
blah.
going back to bed.
I might post new pics later.
hey
it could happen.
I mean, stranger things have happened.
so that's about all.
end scene.
I sleep more than a sedated sloth with mono.
blah.
going back to bed.
I might post new pics later.
hey
it could happen.
I mean, stranger things have happened.
so that's about all.
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m_freeman87:
i like to change my look from time to time. i never look the same for more than 3 maybe 4 months at a time.
inshi:
"You call yourself sloths?"
"You call yourself sloths?"
do a little dance. make a little love. going up to pismo. oh yeah.
see ya in a week y'all.
see ya in a week y'all.
xalicex:
hav fun honey! 
I am so coked out right now. and I didn't intend for it to be this way, to be in this state. but I would do it again. sigh, that's the problem with me and powder.
I'm lonely, even in a group of people. my life is changing, so much I don't even recognize myself sometimes. I don't know where I am going, where I...
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I'm lonely, even in a group of people. my life is changing, so much I don't even recognize myself sometimes. I don't know where I am going, where I...
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xalicex:
i wish i could help you
i wish i could help you
texax7:
Hi there. Hows things?
Good for you for being a good semeritan though
See, I knew you are the type who receive a sense of worth and love by doing....
keep doing this... but don't be afraid of asking for what your truly worth. Doing both will probably help your depression and your physical health.