sensory

I am.
I'm not.
I'm yes
I'm no
I'm up.
I'm down.
I'm hot.
I'm cold.
I'm all those things
I'm none of those things.
I'm the definition of contradictions.

but happily noted:
I had my first orgasm in 9 months.
yes I was alone.
and yes it was fucking incredible.
hooray for me.