so things are crazy but I'm surviving.
I'm finding that I'm almost always tired though, whether I sleep 4 hours or 15 hours at a time.....
I keep having dreams that incorporate aspects of my past. Lately I've been having really vivid dreams about snorting coke, and then I wake up, heart pounding and anxious, frenzied into an obsession of the mind......
I have no idea what I'm doing, but I'm doing and doing it sober and that's what matters right?
sigh......
I'm finding that I'm almost always tired though, whether I sleep 4 hours or 15 hours at a time.....
I keep having dreams that incorporate aspects of my past. Lately I've been having really vivid dreams about snorting coke, and then I wake up, heart pounding and anxious, frenzied into an obsession of the mind......
I have no idea what I'm doing, but I'm doing and doing it sober and that's what matters right?
sigh......
Just let me say that I am really happy to hear that you managed to stay sober. I don't think that these memories and your dreams will ever disappear completely, but you'll learn to cope with them, I am sure!
Sorry for making myself myself so rare, but I don't forget you