Tuesday Oct 24, 2006

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Well, I was just playing a few chords to a song I wrote not too long ago. It made me question whether or not I was happy with everything that is going on. Strangely enough I don't think I am right now. Yes everything is going great, work is great, the band is doing great, but there is something that is making me unhappy. I feel almost trapped. My voice is lost and I have to find it again. I need to follow my heart.
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raziel666:
We all get that feeling once in awhile.When things a going greaat and we aren't usssed to that we worry that something bad is going to happen.Aand the only bad thing is us worring about it.When I plaay songs I wrote years ago it just reminds me I was in a funk at the time and I don't ever want to be there again.Have a good one.
macabaret:
way too often we get stuck in this way of thinking that we have to do things this way or that, and we end up living outside of our own desires, things like you said, could be going smoothly and great. but if something is missing, or isn't what you really crave, then it wont be enough. something will be lacking.
we forget that we need to step back and rewind every once and a while and find ourselves again.
i'm actually in the same boat right now, i mean shit, my 21st birthday is on saturday you know? should be the high time right? i'm taking a few days off soon and finding a cabin in the woods somewhere by myself. nothing but my canvas, camera, journal and me.

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