Ok, on Friday my alarm didn't go off due to it being a peice of crap. The light for PM was on when I was setting the alarm, and I woke up way past when I set it for and was pissed, so I checked the time I set it for, and it said what I thought I set it for. Then as I shook it a bit, the light for PM came off... I don't know WTF was wrong, but I actually set it for AM even though the PM light was on. So I didn't wake up in time to talk to the dread girl at work on her lunch hour.
Then when I got to work, I clocked in about 5 minutes early, and I saw her. Usually it's kind of hard to find anyone there because it's a big factory. Anyway, I thought about going over and talking to her, but the idea made me so god damned nervous I could hardly breathe. I'm such a peice of crap.
Why am I so afraid to talk to anyone I think is even mildly attractive? Even if someone seems interesting or cool I find it hard to talk to them. Am I that afraid of inconsequential rejection? I've really never been rejected, unless you count being generally unrecognized as a person by any society or group as rejection. Whatever.
Then when I got to work, I clocked in about 5 minutes early, and I saw her. Usually it's kind of hard to find anyone there because it's a big factory. Anyway, I thought about going over and talking to her, but the idea made me so god damned nervous I could hardly breathe. I'm such a peice of crap.
Why am I so afraid to talk to anyone I think is even mildly attractive? Even if someone seems interesting or cool I find it hard to talk to them. Am I that afraid of inconsequential rejection? I've really never been rejected, unless you count being generally unrecognized as a person by any society or group as rejection. Whatever.
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