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I feel like staying up all day and not going to work, but that would probably not be good.
Also, I hafta get up at 7 so I can get ready early and go eat with my friggen' Grandma.
Sigh. I'm really unhappy and lonely.
The douchbag male shovenist from work seems to have quit. Woot.
I gotta try to keep this job long enough to get some health insurance. There's like 5 things I need to see a doctor about, but I don't want to spend that much money.
I'm going to go on a masturbation fast. Starting right now. No more of it. Edit: Yea, a masturbation fast. I haven't been happy with the results as of late, and I'm tired of it
I wonder how many people will make fun of my D.A.R.E. shirt tonight at work. Gahaha.
Ok no more randomness, I hafta sleep even though I'm not tired.
Only 4 more days of work left. This week that is.
Edit: I had a dream that I was laying next to a girl, my head was resting on her shoulder. That's like my favorite thing to have happen in dreams. And that's the only place it happens for me.
Problem is, I started worrying about it bothering her, and as a result the dream changed, she ended up turning into a weird drawing of a girl.
I hate having happy dreams because I just wake up more lonely.
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