I'm bored. I have about 350 videogames to choose from, and I'm bored. I haven't been this kind of bored for quite a long time. It's a lonely bored. There's a lot of things I could be doing right now, but I can't do what I really want to. Be with someone. I'm tired of being single. I'm tired of being alone. I feel like crying. I want someone to cuddle with. I want someone to lay next too tonight. I don't fucking care about sex. I've been feeling this way all day, all my life too. I took a nap and just woke up physically shitty and emotionally unchanged.
Any sort of real human contact would be nice, but I guess 1:00 AM is a bit late for that sort of thing.
Whatever. I went shopping today. Since I got hired for this job I figured the 52 dollars I was trying to make last could be wasted. I went to Best Buy, GameStop, and a local video rental store Premier Video to try to find a game too buy, or maybe a headphones/mic headset so I could listen to music and play games on my PC (I had one and broke it accsidentally, and my speakers died). I, aparently, have a digital sound card, and the only headsets that work with that are USB and cost more than any analog headsets. WTF? They had two and the cheaper one was 50 dollars.
I had no luck with video games either. Aparently I don't like any videogames at all. Nothing appealed to me.
At least my canker sore seems to be finally going away.
Oh, and could someone tell me the name and artist of the oldies song that goes "Na na na naa, na na na naa, hey hey hey, goooodbyeee"?
Any sort of real human contact would be nice, but I guess 1:00 AM is a bit late for that sort of thing.
Whatever. I went shopping today. Since I got hired for this job I figured the 52 dollars I was trying to make last could be wasted. I went to Best Buy, GameStop, and a local video rental store Premier Video to try to find a game too buy, or maybe a headphones/mic headset so I could listen to music and play games on my PC (I had one and broke it accsidentally, and my speakers died). I, aparently, have a digital sound card, and the only headsets that work with that are USB and cost more than any analog headsets. WTF? They had two and the cheaper one was 50 dollars.
I had no luck with video games either. Aparently I don't like any videogames at all. Nothing appealed to me.
At least my canker sore seems to be finally going away.
Oh, and could someone tell me the name and artist of the oldies song that goes "Na na na naa, na na na naa, hey hey hey, goooodbyeee"?
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
lonely boredom is horrible. i hate the feeling of craving physical contact, but not being able to do anything about it.
[Edited on Jul 05, 2004 1:44PM]
btw, u are a cutie pie.