well, Just got into a big fight with my mother over some stuff. I am so thinking about everything, which is kinda bad, b/c i will probably give myself a panic attack. I have been thinking about the cutting, but I'm glad I'm not doing it anymore...I do think about it, but thats as far as it goes. I just cry mostly..well its actually like weeping, but at least its not cutting. I think I just need some time alone...some time to think...I'm glad there is no school for 3 days that should help alittle.
I have class tomorrow and tuesday, and then I'm off. I have this paper thats due tuesday and I swore I was gonna work on it tonight, but didn't get very far. It just seems like I'm letting myself get distant with school, I shouldn't do that b/c thats my future. Anyway,
I hope everyone is doing good tonight...really cold tonight in NY 9 degrees.
I have class tomorrow and tuesday, and then I'm off. I have this paper thats due tuesday and I swore I was gonna work on it tonight, but didn't get very far. It just seems like I'm letting myself get distant with school, I shouldn't do that b/c thats my future. Anyway,
I hope everyone is doing good tonight...really cold tonight in NY 9 degrees.
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howdy:
there's nothing wrong with a good cry now & then, especially considering what else you could be doing (but thankfully aren't anymore). I really wish you a nice break. I'll be taking some time off too, a 4-day weekend in Florida to see family. I'm looking forward to relaxing and not thinking. And then I get to overdose on this site - catching up on all the new sets. Now go to bed early so you can stay up late tmorrow and write! 
artrob:
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