selfinflicted

Glad to know you finally know the agony of heartbreak - maybe now you'll begin to understand that love is not something you can just shut off and walk away from - you have to cut it out like a tumor over days and years until you finally pry it free of your ribcage and drop it crimson splattering at your feet - then you drink to fill the space and when you smoke it circulates thru the void in your chest and the burning occasionally reminds you that something used to be inside you - but in a flicker, numbness takes over and all you do is light up another one and close your eyes so that you don't see the bloodstains on your shoes